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Monday Dec 29, 2003

Dec 29, 2003
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Darkness surrounds me like a warm blanket
I seek it
It is here where I dance with my demons
It hides me
Round and round we go
I should be dizzy from it all
I can't tell wether I'm spinning or falling
Others try to save me
Save me from what, the darkness?
I'm happy in the darkness
Leave me with my happiness
Go to your plasitc world
I'm here in the darkness with my demons and my brothers
It is here where we all dance
Here in the darkness
VIEW 14 of 14 COMMENTS
supernovice:
Broke a couple of hearts - but I had no fucking choice at all..... All the back-pedaling in the world coulnd't save me in the time I've left here, and shit wouldn't be fair to anyone. I feel like a real shit head...
Maybe it's selfish, but I can't spend nights on end behind a scope wondering what someone is doing back stateside. Would drive me insane. I'd prefer you say, "we've had some great times, see you in nine months if you don't catch a round and I don't start dating one of your friends..."
I'm a cynic till the end. I see nothing good coming from this trip unless we go to the big dance - then it's time for some retribution. Talk to you soon.
L&R

Mark
Jan 12, 2004
xxanastasiaxx:
I've learned to tolerate the cold, but this is ridiculas!

As for the time thing...doubtful. School during the day, work nights..go to bed, get up, repeat. but you know..I probably won't let it lapse..I'll probably just go month to month and see what happens..

Jan 15, 2004

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