joyrider

i accomplished many things:

- mailed pkgs to various people.
- listened to ravel's "piano concerto in g" and cried spontaneously.
- brushed my cat (wore hoodie and leather gloves - no injuries this time!)
- figured out my max bench press.
- pulled my right anterior cruciate ligament. ow.
- spent a lot of time in savasana.

i've been spending a lot of time wandering around town late at night. i don't really have an explanation for it. maybe it is because i don't want to be around people (especially people in a rush). or because i like moving through cold, still air. i miss the solitude of portland at lot these days. i need to unfocus and be still.

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re: the previous entry about acid and being mean
sometimes i think that people, especially those of you that only know me through the net, think that i am more benevolent than i really am. i do my best, but sometimes i am still a reckless bastard.