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Tuesday Jul 16, 2002

Jul 16, 2002
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spent the weekend in seattle with old friends. it was so good, so packed with things i had been missing for years. it was something i needed badly.

now, i have to make some decisions. i love portland and my friends here. financially, though, i am getting mauled. my family is really pushing me to come to colorado and work on paying off some debt and go to school for a semester or two. i could come back to portland in a year or so - the idea being that i'd have much less money pressure. i don't know. i don't want to leave, the idea of going back to colorado makes me physically ill, but i don't know how i could possibly stay, either.

there are no sure things. sometimes, though, i really wish there were such an animal.
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tryptamine_____:
i don't understand my "obsession with all things swedish" either. i've never been obsessed with anything like this before. i believe, no, i know it is a refuge, something for me to dream about. i don't know why i need that. smile

thanks for the advice. i was thinkin' that too.
Jul 16, 2002
tryptamine_____:
you do help, sweets. you write such beautiful words, it soothes my soul. smile
Jul 17, 2002

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