food poisoning sucks.
i spent last night retching so hard that i gave myself a bloody nose and burst a bunch of capillaries around my eyes. i didn't end up with shiners, but i do look a bit like an under-ripe zombie. i tried to take some pics, but my camera can't pick up the fine details. ah well.
my head has been a mess lately. too many thoughts coming too fast for processing. i go slow by nature - i do not rush. when my head filters are broken i get panicky and confused. when i was younger that feeling would magnify itself into the occasional panic attack. i felt that happening today . i was on my break at work, and an earthquake opened up under me - blue skies, no warning. i breathed deeply and counted ants until it went away. i will remember that trick.
i spent last night retching so hard that i gave myself a bloody nose and burst a bunch of capillaries around my eyes. i didn't end up with shiners, but i do look a bit like an under-ripe zombie. i tried to take some pics, but my camera can't pick up the fine details. ah well.
my head has been a mess lately. too many thoughts coming too fast for processing. i go slow by nature - i do not rush. when my head filters are broken i get panicky and confused. when i was younger that feeling would magnify itself into the occasional panic attack. i felt that happening today . i was on my break at work, and an earthquake opened up under me - blue skies, no warning. i breathed deeply and counted ants until it went away. i will remember that trick.
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Thank you for your always amusing and often inspiring comments. They always make my day glow that much brighter.
PS~ puddletown unagi tastes like the Rose Gardens smell . . . just like heaven.
edited to add: bramble destruction although devastating has also inspired a rush of flow and movement in a southeasterly direction. A much needed change. There is an old house with an amazing space calling to me. I just need to find it, and I know that I will in the proper time.
[Edited on May 27, 2004 8:19PM]
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