As eternity changes him into himself, we don't have to wait for eternity. It is possible to become ourselves in the fullest ego-transcending form, even in this life.
- aldous huxley
Aldous Huxley woke up. We must do the same.
- jean houston
If anyone is not able to understand the unchanging patterns of things, that is not due to a lack of intelligence; it...
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- aldous huxley
Aldous Huxley woke up. We must do the same.
- jean houston
If anyone is not able to understand the unchanging patterns of things, that is not due to a lack of intelligence; it...
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dia:
Take me^^^ please.
entropy:
If you lived on the wheel, you'd already be home.
okay, so i just woke up to an unpleasant realization:
it's a bad sign when your dreams involve selling biker acid at DEF CON to Donald Sutherland, who is an FBI agent, being taken to Nellis AFB for debriefing, escaping, and bursting into the keynote address at DEF CON stumbling to the podium and announcing that strawberry ice cream is what the aliens are really...
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it's a bad sign when your dreams involve selling biker acid at DEF CON to Donald Sutherland, who is an FBI agent, being taken to Nellis AFB for debriefing, escaping, and bursting into the keynote address at DEF CON stumbling to the podium and announcing that strawberry ice cream is what the aliens are really...
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swingkitten:
can't even manage to DREAM about it? whiner ;-)
but seriously, your dreams approach and sometimes overshoot the weirdness of my own. that makes me feel a little better in some odd way. kudos and stuff. heh.
but seriously, your dreams approach and sometimes overshoot the weirdness of my own. that makes me feel a little better in some odd way. kudos and stuff. heh.
tryptamine_____:
sounds a little prophetic to me. but maybe i'm just trying to make meaning where there isn't any.
i am sick. sort of. more like queasy. maybe due to hunger + too much strong coffee.
i have two parties to go to tonight. the first is my friend mary suzanne's birthday party. msk is super nice, and i think she lurks about here on sg. i should ask. the second is some sort of beer thing at cody's house. i am not sure...
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i have two parties to go to tonight. the first is my friend mary suzanne's birthday party. msk is super nice, and i think she lurks about here on sg. i should ask. the second is some sort of beer thing at cody's house. i am not sure...
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tryptamine_____:
hmm. i haven't really delved into my past lives much, honestly. i feel like its more important that i live this one as it happens than to live one that i've already spent. 
heh. i was just thinking today that i should find that sg chat sometime. but this is my roomie's comp, so i try to stay off it when he's around so that he can do his thing.
heh. i was just thinking today that i should find that sg chat sometime. but this is my roomie's comp, so i try to stay off it when he's around so that he can do his thing.
suoda:
hunger and too much strong coffee will damn near kill a man! you're lucky to be living!
i am not sure if this qualifies as irony:
today, i was driving to my insurance agent's office for an inspection. they wanted to make sure there was no prior damage to my car (i just changed carriers yesterday). i am sitting there, stopped in traffic, when i hear a BOOM and next thing i know my noggin is bouncing off my steering wheel. i...
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today, i was driving to my insurance agent's office for an inspection. they wanted to make sure there was no prior damage to my car (i just changed carriers yesterday). i am sitting there, stopped in traffic, when i hear a BOOM and next thing i know my noggin is bouncing off my steering wheel. i...
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olivia:
pooow cwis!
make sure you look after yourself, y'hear? don't make me come up there...
make sure you look after yourself, y'hear? don't make me come up there...
dia:
sweetie! I will rub your head for you... wait, that sounds wrong, but...
I'm glad you're okay. I hate people driving everywhere, all the time, like madmen. That is beyond ironic, that is movie ironic.
I'm glad you're okay. I hate people driving everywhere, all the time, like madmen. That is beyond ironic, that is movie ironic.
i am reading journals more. i notice that there are a lot of sad, lonely people on sg. it's too bad, all this lonliness.
lonliness is just a sensation, ultimately no different than the sensation of happiness, or the sensation of stubbing your toe. nothing to be feared. go into it and check it out - being alone is not so bad. isolation is not...
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lonliness is just a sensation, ultimately no different than the sensation of happiness, or the sensation of stubbing your toe. nothing to be feared. go into it and check it out - being alone is not so bad. isolation is not...
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dia:
Every once in awhile it just needs to be said that I love you and that you really are Mother Teresa with a cooler name and better moral fibre.
*mwah*!!!
*mwah*!!!
digdug:
Joy-
I didn't mean to make any generalizations. I just know this to be true of some people.
I completelty agree with the least part of what you said. It is quite difficult finding people with whom you wanna spend time. Most of my friends I only sorta like. I could go on and on for pages as to why I think this occurs, but who wants to read that? Certainly not me
I didn't mean to make any generalizations. I just know this to be true of some people.
I completelty agree with the least part of what you said. It is quite difficult finding people with whom you wanna spend time. Most of my friends I only sorta like. I could go on and on for pages as to why I think this occurs, but who wants to read that? Certainly not me
spent the weekend in seattle with old friends. it was so good, so packed with things i had been missing for years. it was something i needed badly.
now, i have to make some decisions. i love portland and my friends here. financially, though, i am getting mauled. my family is really pushing me to come to colorado and work on paying off some debt...
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now, i have to make some decisions. i love portland and my friends here. financially, though, i am getting mauled. my family is really pushing me to come to colorado and work on paying off some debt...
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tryptamine_____:
i don't understand my "obsession with all things swedish" either. i've never been obsessed with anything like this before. i believe, no, i know it is a refuge, something for me to dream about. i don't know why i need that.
thanks for the advice. i was thinkin' that too.
thanks for the advice. i was thinkin' that too.
tryptamine_____:
you do help, sweets. you write such beautiful words, it soothes my soul.
i had a really interesting dream. it is disjointed now, but i remember the following:
riding a honda cbx-79 through peruvian mountain towns, with patrick stewart. we were smuggling cocaine.
arrested by INTERPOL in Lima. Peter Sellers cuffed me, then let me go at the airport. Jean-Luc and I escaped in a UPS plane...
then my goddamn insurance agent called. argh. not in the dream,...
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riding a honda cbx-79 through peruvian mountain towns, with patrick stewart. we were smuggling cocaine.
arrested by INTERPOL in Lima. Peter Sellers cuffed me, then let me go at the airport. Jean-Luc and I escaped in a UPS plane...
then my goddamn insurance agent called. argh. not in the dream,...
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tryptamine_____:
smuggling cocaine with patrick stewart?? sounds like a prelude to homo-sex to me. 
heh.
heh.
emperor_tane:
Where are you.. dude we need to chat..
Tane
Tane
Department of Employment, Training and Rehabilitation
Employment Security Division
500 East Third Street
Carson City, Nevada 89713-0021
Dear Mid-level Bureaucrat:
I have not received my unemployment benefits for the week ending 07/06/2002.
This poses two problems -
Food. By my current estimates, I will need to make a decision no later than Friday, July 12th whether to purchase groceries on my credit card or eat...
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Employment Security Division
500 East Third Street
Carson City, Nevada 89713-0021
Dear Mid-level Bureaucrat:
I have not received my unemployment benefits for the week ending 07/06/2002.
This poses two problems -
Food. By my current estimates, I will need to make a decision no later than Friday, July 12th whether to purchase groceries on my credit card or eat...
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joyrider:
(i got my check this afternoon. off to buy food.)
dia:
Huh? I'm out of my gourd. I didn't call Chiquita an ass, I promise I was just telling bureacracy to never mess with Chris, and that I'd sacrifice my kitty for his kitty
I was just telling bureacracy to never mess with Chris, and that I'd sacrifice my kitty for his kitty there is somthing to be said for simple pleasures:
pink lemonade, looking at internet pr0n, and tormenting one's neighbors with a bad eurohouse mix* of abba's "super trouper." on repeat.
later: off to see my friends from arizona that are up in pdx visiting. debauchery and hedonism is guaranteed.
living a boy's adventure tale!
* = http://www.snakecharmer.net/media/abba--super_trouper_(hip_humping_fag_mix).mp3
pink lemonade, looking at internet pr0n, and tormenting one's neighbors with a bad eurohouse mix* of abba's "super trouper." on repeat.
later: off to see my friends from arizona that are up in pdx visiting. debauchery and hedonism is guaranteed.
living a boy's adventure tale!
* = http://www.snakecharmer.net/media/abba--super_trouper_(hip_humping_fag_mix).mp3
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olivia:
soo-pah-pah troo-pah-pah
joyrider:
dia > poor thing. you must be incoherent. hope it was worth it.
tane > mmm. porn.
o > you totally need to download that mix and play it for s5 and mikah.
tane > mmm. porn.
o > you totally need to download that mix and play it for s5 and mikah.
a successful experiment:
i gave her a peach - it was fat, almost bigger than her hand. i couldn't see her mouth while she ate it (so big! maybe it was because she is small, though), but her green eyes were wide, then went half-dreamy. i pulled her close and kissed her, cocking my head and shutting my eyes and tasting.
it was a magick...
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i gave her a peach - it was fat, almost bigger than her hand. i couldn't see her mouth while she ate it (so big! maybe it was because she is small, though), but her green eyes were wide, then went half-dreamy. i pulled her close and kissed her, cocking my head and shutting my eyes and tasting.
it was a magick...
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dia:
I'm jealous, droolingly achingly jealous.
tryptamine_____:
you are such a sensualist... and it is lovely that you share it so well....
i am tired, my eyes burn, and i have daylight driving jitters, but it is a good day.
there is nothing better than spending all night makingout and fucking.
except waking up next to the soft skin and good smells of a curvy delicious girl, and coaxing her to conciousness with small kisses and well-placed hands.
there is nothing better than spending all night makingout and fucking.
except waking up next to the soft skin and good smells of a curvy delicious girl, and coaxing her to conciousness with small kisses and well-placed hands.
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digdug:
I know the Extra Glenns, in fact I see Franklin Bruno around at shows all the time. I guess I pretty much used to see him at every show, cuz we basically have very similiar tastes in music. I've also seen him sometimes after the show, interviewing the singer as he writes for a couple of music mags.
I guess you were asking Eris due to the other Glenn. I don't ever see Darnielle.
I guess you were asking Eris due to the other Glenn. I don't ever see Darnielle.
eris:
hey joyrider... i had this very awesome friend who was in love with john darnielle and had every mountain goats 7" ever pressed (including the one about nj which always made me smile cos i'm from nj) and had an extra glenn's 7" but refused to make copies. haha, he was quite a character. he would make mix tapes for people but there were just some songs he reserved for himself. (it's nice to remember all of that... )
so, i don't HAVE any extra glenns stuff but i would more than happy to trade with you if you want to give some to me? email me or something.
aloha.
-eris.
so, i don't HAVE any extra glenns stuff but i would more than happy to trade with you if you want to give some to me? email me or something.
aloha.
-eris.
the mountain goats said to me:
"there are no pan-asian supermarkets down in hell, so you can't buy golden boy peanuts."
metaphysically speaking, i have peanuts and the love of the universe manifested in each legume.
"there are no pan-asian supermarkets down in hell, so you can't buy golden boy peanuts."
metaphysically speaking, i have peanuts and the love of the universe manifested in each legume.
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s5:
hail satan / hail satan / tonight
o/~
o/~
grimmmm:
joyrider rocks due to the fact that he checked out my website and was ...aperently... somewhat ammused by it.
Thank you for your support.
Thank you for your support.