josiev

My mood is much like Kansas weather. If you don't like it, wait 5 minutes and it will change. The last few days have been rough, work is stressing me out. I've been trying to read my crazy people book, but I can't make it far in before I start crying. I don't want to deal with BPD, why can't I be normal? So far my solution has been to read a little from that book until it's overwhelming, then read buddhist writings to bring myself back down to normal

Banana

So, speaking of Kansas weather (sort of), I really fucking hate wind. Lawrence should grow some hills, just so I don't have to deal with this crap. Oh well, hopefully I'll be back in PA soon and all the bad weather is white and fun to play in.

In WAY happier news, I'm only a couple weeks away from Las Vegas. Vacation will do a world of good. I think my mom is anxious to see me.... I finally caved in and told her just how bad I was doing. But it will be good to see mummy, daddy and my aunt and uncle. The last time I saw my parents was around Thanksgiving. It's so strange to go that long without seeing my parents. Back when they lived in Kansas City I would drive home to see them every weekend.

That's all.