joshxxx

Ramble ramble ramble
I ate really well the past couple of days too. I had friends from out of town come to visit so we went out and ate twice and they insisted on paying for everything normally, i would refuse but they are hardcore about it and gave me no choice. It was nice i hadnt been out to eat in well a long ass time.

Holy shit Otter Pops.


Are you any good with a camera? hahaha

Ehhh, who needs to be productive anyway, I think getting up in the morning and breathing is enough productivity for one day. One of my all time dreams is to be in a zombie flick. I think i would make a kick ass zombie. Either that or the chick who gets chased. I have a wicked scream.

Meh, sleep is overrated. I am no insomniac but the quality of sleep i get borders on even being considered sleeping. But i guess some sleep no matter how poor is still sleep. So, i cant complain but it does suck. I woke up again with a wicked bad headache. I would kill for some peanut butter and pancakes but i refuse to eat that ass butter of a syrup that we have. It is beyond gross.

Shit babe im only 20 and so deep in debt that i will have to have someone dig me out. In fact, i got an e-mail today from my mom saying my account in OK is over-drawn. So, im in debt in a state i no longer live in. This is so stressful that smoking rocks seems somewhat appealing but it costs too damn much. I cant win.

ah yes, sorry for the late response but yeah your true friends will forever make fun of your personal business..always.
*dating group, topic about being whooped*



Playing with something Im sure.

Well, my dear if she comes back and gives you the boot. You are more than welcome to come to LA and stay. Although we have no food. But we do have internet and digital cable. Food kinda takes a back seat to those two things.

Ohh we can watch M*A*S*H together and eat icecream in our jammies.

Ok ok what kinda crazy bitch doesnt watch cartoons or like dick and fart jokes. She must be dead inside or something. Her loss. She can just go be LAME somewhere else.

I wish she had a dick too cause then we could tell dick jokes about her sense she loves them soooo much.

This is totally me you dont have to listen to me at all but if it were me i wouldnt go. I would tell her maybe some other time. That way you can get some distance and not have that crushy feeling of wanting be together all the time. You need to have control in this situation. she cant just expect you to go with her when she wants. Its not that easy to just move from possibly dating to being just friends over night.

Exactly you dont wanna her to get the upper hand. HAHAHA this sounds like a battle or something. Just tell her anything it doesnt necessarily have to be a good excuse cause god knows the excuse she gave you was lame.

that sounds like dinner to me. just put it on a fancy plate.

actually that sounds like dinner for two. can I come over?

Sometimes I get the feeling that I am the punchline to a joke that i dont even get.

Cheer up. Watch some M*A*S*H, eat some ice cream, and dance naked. It will help i promise.

The last part of the above said remedy for the blues is the most crucial part, You gotta cha-cha nakie other wise it wont work.

Three's a Company? Janet? has company?

I see i see, my mom is the queen of weird boyfriends, but that could be because she picks most of them up in AA. Nothing says love like celebrating your five year sobriety chip with dinner and a bottle of bacardi. Woohoo go mom.