joshuaa

ok so its been 9 months since i wrote a blog post. i dont know what to tell you about the rest of the year. i got in my first car accident this year and that sucked. its 2 days before christmas and im sort of in between fun times at christmas. both sides of my family arent the most fun to be around on the holidays. trust me thats not me being an asshole thats just the truth. i entered another holiday season where i ask myself what did i do this year? the answer really is nothing all i did was work and go home work and go home. so lame!!! i need excitement!! i want to do something different!! i dont want to be alone anymore!! i have tried a million different things online and in person and i have yet to meet a woman that im into for more then just a date. im sick of spending money to these online dating sites and not getting anything out of it.. lets date is gettin going in my area and im not a shallow person by any means but i have had 2 clicks on lets date and neither of them have been someone even remotely dateable. again sounds like an asshole statement but its just how i feel. im a nice guy and im fed up with this finishing last bullshit but so far its the truth and im doing everything i can to fight against it. i know shes out there somewhere. have you seen her do you know where she is? will you introduce me to her? im really just a dork with a big heart i would like something to be happy about theres been no hockey and that has been heartbreaking i miss hockey so much!! i dont know what else to say i hope everyone in sg land has a good christmas and stuff maybe i should do more blog posts but we will see how that goes. i will be at work for the rest of the night and im going to watch duck dynasty, that show is awesome. bye for now