joshof13thfloor

I like chicken. I like liver! Meow mix, meow mix... please deliver!

man, things don't sound so good i hope you like yourself again very soon.

josh, are you ok.. do you want me to call? i love you and you know that i am there if ever you need me.

hey how's it going?

♥

welcome back dear....good to see you back!

Dude, don't be doin' that kinda crap. If you must leave then email me all of your porn toons first man.


Good to have you back Josh

Thank you!

What's up anyway? Why'd you go anon and scare me like that?

Nice to see you back.

Hope your show went well. Sad about the kitties. Hope you find a way to keep them.
Miss seeing you around on the boards. Your absence there was one of the first things I noticed when I came back.

Here is to hoping that the things that are going well continue to do so and that the other things improve soon.

Hope you get the internet back soon. Glad to hear things with you and the wife are better. Wish I could say the same.

I get so tried of fighting too. Not just me fighting with other people, but other people constantly fighting around me. Sometimes I feel like I don't know how much more of it I can take.

I also relate to what you say on the weight loss. When I first started losing I though I had somewhere between 100-125 to lose. When i had lost a 100 and realized I was only half way there it hit me hard. It was pretty discouraging. Then when I started to gain some back it just depressed me more. I am starting to get it back under control again, but it isn't easy.

I just know I can't give up. On any of it.

I really hope you don't either. No matter how hard it gets. Hang in there.

dude. good thoughts to you right now.

thanks

awesome.

I hope you are doing well. Dealing with the issues, keeping an eye out for the threats, on your temper..Fear Factor..
You'll return again someday, just keep that in mind. Til then, we'll all be here leaving you comments.

Damn, that is scary stuff. I don't think it is just Tennessee though. Hell I know it isn't. I hear the same kind of things every day. Not quite as often as I used to when I actually worked in the system, but, still enough to make me paranoid and over protective. My daughter is 17 now and I know she is practical and responsible and can take care of herself, but I also know sometimes that doesn't matter. So I still worry too much and probably don't give her enough freedom. Still, I would rather have her annoyed wioth me than have something.

Good luck with the show.

The same kind of thing happened to me the last time I really started losing weight. It didn't last long. I just started warning people that I was a little on edge lately and most of them were just careful not to set me off. Eventually I let go of all that anger I had been hoarding and the temper went away.

I get the urge to beat the fuck out of someone all the time. Haven't acted on it in years though. I wish sometimes though that I could. It was cathartic. Sometime I miss the rage I carried around in my youth.

I have had my moments of clarity regarding life. Never lasts though.These days I just strive for some balance. Try to be moderate in all things while still enjoying myself as much as I can.

Works about 1/2 the time.

[Edited on May 08, 2005 8:17AM]

that's terrifying.

I'm glad you picked up on the vibes and your children are safe.

holy shit man that's just scary! i hope they get the fucker. when i was in first grade there was a guy around where i lived that was kidnapping children with a blue van - i was absolutely horrified that i would be taken by the blue van. it's sad that such a real fear should have to enter anyone's mind. i hope all is well in your world.

Thank you kind sir

Your like the Stan Staziak of IWF eh
Did you at least get to pose for pics with the strap on?