Well, it's six minutes after midnight here so I can officialy call it now. Friday was a shitsucker.
I spent all day being unusually angry for no apparent reason and my evening bickering with my wife for no good reason.
I think my lack of direction is making me moody. Okay angry. Okay, an asshole.
Can someone please tell me why the same things that sometimes inspire us can, at other times, make us hyper-aware of how little talent we actually have? I know that's a little vague but I don't want to go into the whole thing cause it sounds bitchy even in my head.
Back in the day this is the point in which I would have gone somewhere alone and beaten something inanimate until I broke all my knuckles, but I don't do that anymore, the question is...what do I do now to deal with these feelings?
Oh yeah, I know. I bitch and whine.
*feck*
I spent all day being unusually angry for no apparent reason and my evening bickering with my wife for no good reason.
I think my lack of direction is making me moody. Okay angry. Okay, an asshole.
Can someone please tell me why the same things that sometimes inspire us can, at other times, make us hyper-aware of how little talent we actually have? I know that's a little vague but I don't want to go into the whole thing cause it sounds bitchy even in my head.
Back in the day this is the point in which I would have gone somewhere alone and beaten something inanimate until I broke all my knuckles, but I don't do that anymore, the question is...what do I do now to deal with these feelings?
Oh yeah, I know. I bitch and whine.
*feck*
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Can someone please tell me why the same things that sometimes inspire us can, at other times, make us hyper-aware of how little talent we actually have?
Absolutely. Mostly it boils down to us being our own worst critics. And when we criticize the things we love to do, or that we do all the time...we fail to realize that a lot of other people don't have the ability to create/do what we like. e.g.- wrestling. I can go out and have (to me) the worst match ever. But to everyone watching...it's still awesome, because they can't do it. Same with photography or illustration. Create an image, and think it sucks, but to everyone around you that can't do it, it rules.
It's all a matter of perspective.