joshof13thfloor

im all sad.

this is it in a nutshell
and im exhausted and had a panic attack earlier....
asthma medicine no where to be found....

I couldn't fall asleep last night, but had to go to school because I had to meet with my group, for some stupid essay that had to be turned in. I spent all night doing this stupid assignment. I was the only one who showed up on time, I was also the only (out of 5 people) who had done the assignment completely.

That being said, it is not the worst thing. I have worked with the same group for 2 months now, I have always been there for every group meeting, I have always participated. But this one girl in my group is always a bitch to me. Nothing I say is good enough, even though I am saying the exact same thing everyone else is saying.

Well today the final straw was pulled. We wrote down our work, and this one girl was supposed to turn it in. I asked the teacher if i could see it, I wanted to make sure something of importance had been written down, and the bitch HADNT put my name on it.

I confronted her about it, and she apologized, and said it was embarrassing... so i asked her, was it embarrassing that she forgot to add me to the paper, or that she got caught.
She didnt reply...i think I got my answer. I asked about other work that we turned in, and she hadnt put my name on anything.

I dont know what I have done to her, but she seems to resent the fact that I am in the class.
I was strong in front of her, but after wards I cried, because it felt like "oh the foreigner, its ok if we dont put her name on it." and that is the attitude I've always gotten from her.


but its ok now...
well managable.