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joshof13thfloor

McMinnville,TN

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Wednesday Jan 28, 2004

Jan 28, 2004
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The feelings i'm having lately, i can't fully convey yet. I'd like to write them here but i can't get them right. Lots of soul searching to do.

I'm unhappy with my life, what i've done with it. How i've wasted it. That's the biggest point to all of this.

My song of choice as example would have to be...


Johnny Cash

Sunday Morning Coming Down

Well, I woke up Sunday morning
With no way to hold my head that didn't hurt.
And the beer I had for breakfast wasn't bad,
So I had one more for dessert.
Then I fumbled in my closet through my clothes
And found my cleanest dirty shirt.
Then I washed my face and combed my hair
And stumbled down the stairs to meet the day.

I'd smoked my mind the night before
With cigarettes and songs I'd been picking.
But I lit my first and watched a small kid
Playing with a can that he was kicking.
Then I walked across the street
And caught the Sunday smell of someone frying chicken.
And Lord, it took me back to something that I'd lost
Somewhere, somehow along the way.

On a Sunday morning sidewalk,
I'm wishing, Lord, that I was stoned.
'Cause there's something in a Sunday
That makes a body feel alone.
And there's nothing short a' dying
That's half as lonesome as the sound
Of the sleeping city sidewalk
And Sunday morning coming down.

In the park I saw a daddy
With a laughing little girl that he was swinging.
And I stopped beside a Sunday school
And listened to the songs they were singing.
Then I headed down the street,
And somewhere far away a lonely bell was ringing,
And it echoed through the canyon
Like the disappearing dreams of yesterday.

On a Sunday morning sidewalk,
I'm wishing, Lord, that I was stoned.
'Cause there's something in a Sunday
That makes a body feel alone.
And there's nothing short a' dying
That's half as lonesome as the sound
Of the sleeping city sidewalk
And Sunday morning coming down.

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deviant:
hey man, i was SOOO afraid you were gonna do lyrics to "Hurt" by Nine Inch Nails re-sung by Johnny. i wish i could say something REALLY inspirational right now about how all choices made are actually right no matter how wrong, or something like that...but i've never been good at those such speeches...i'm sorry. all i can say - and i'm sure it's of no help whatsoever, sorry man - is that we've all been there, at some point or another, and some of us still are there. but, it's not necessarily a bad thing though, soul searching might be what you need. maybe it'll bring about some change, maybe you'll figure out what needs to be done to fix it all, maybe it was right there all along. maybe you'll realize that there is no need to FIX anything, it's all actually perfect the way it is now. i'm sorry, i'm not very good at the happy happy joy joy thing, but i do hope everything is okay with you.

~deviant
Feb 2, 2004
dravenraine:
hope all is well sweetie! kiss
Feb 3, 2004

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