I went to see the doctor today. Not the doctor that i go see normally but the one he recommended i go see for my Sleep Apnea.
Everyone at their offices were very kind and considerate. It helped. I actually ended up seeing two specialists, both of which were nice.
I found out a lot of things that i didn't already know about my condition. Apparently, given my body type, it's like i was born to have this shit. Yea! Lucky me!
It took both doctors about 3 or 4 questions and 15 seconds to figure out what the problem was. Seriously. The main guy literaly said something like "wow, that's the fastest diagnosis i've ever been able to make." They both agreed that i have the worst case of Apnea they have ever seen. Yippee!
But it's all good now. It seems as if this means that they can help me. I go for my sleep study sometime later this month and after that i'll get the little rig to take home and use.
Everyone i talked to there kept telling me that they would fix me. That once they and the treaments were done that i would actually sleep again. Sleep. My God, sleep. I have not slept in years, not well anyway. Most people think that when i say that shit i'm just being overly dramatic but it's true. I sleep on average for three hours a night and that isn't even good sleep. Even the doctors seemed shocked to hear that one.
This could mean no more "Zombie Josh". No more choking in the middle of the night. I could have my life back. If i can sleep then i can rest, if i can rest then i can feel better, if i can feel better then i can lose weight and if i can do that then all will be right with the world once more and i'll be me again.
It will be nice to dream again.
Everyone at their offices were very kind and considerate. It helped. I actually ended up seeing two specialists, both of which were nice.
I found out a lot of things that i didn't already know about my condition. Apparently, given my body type, it's like i was born to have this shit. Yea! Lucky me!
It took both doctors about 3 or 4 questions and 15 seconds to figure out what the problem was. Seriously. The main guy literaly said something like "wow, that's the fastest diagnosis i've ever been able to make." They both agreed that i have the worst case of Apnea they have ever seen. Yippee!
But it's all good now. It seems as if this means that they can help me. I go for my sleep study sometime later this month and after that i'll get the little rig to take home and use.
Everyone i talked to there kept telling me that they would fix me. That once they and the treaments were done that i would actually sleep again. Sleep. My God, sleep. I have not slept in years, not well anyway. Most people think that when i say that shit i'm just being overly dramatic but it's true. I sleep on average for three hours a night and that isn't even good sleep. Even the doctors seemed shocked to hear that one.
This could mean no more "Zombie Josh". No more choking in the middle of the night. I could have my life back. If i can sleep then i can rest, if i can rest then i can feel better, if i can feel better then i can lose weight and if i can do that then all will be right with the world once more and i'll be me again.
It will be nice to dream again.
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Of course I am not mad, I know it was funny, Its okay, I know I am not smart. It all really did make sense to me.