It is official! I am a pussy! I am a big, fat, fucking pussy.
I was in Wally-World earlier tonight and saw this dude start to get violent with his ol' lady and i thought to myself just as i always use to but haven't had to in a really long time, "hello, allow me to introduce my foot to your ass, you fuckin' cocknocker." or something similar and equally as witty when it occured to me that i was standing in the electronics section at Wal-Mart and that there were people around and most importantly cameras as well.
So, i think "how would i explain to my kids, that daddy spent the night in jail for something that i've told you two not to do before." and i just stood there as these to guys passed me and said to me "did you see that?" and i said "yeah,yeah i saw that shit." and i just stood there like a fuckin' idiot while she and her prick walked away.
I try to go on about my shopping like the good little sheep that i try to be but i just couldn't get it out of my head. I wanted to go kill this fuckin' guy, to murderize him. Back when i was younger this dude would have gotten a free ride to the I.C.U.
By this point i feel like shit and wanna go home but keep on shopping anyway and thats when i see the happy couple again and they're walking around like nothing ever happened.
If i had hit that motherfucker she would have turned on me, or at least thats what i keep telling myself. I know she would have, i think.
Anyways, no ass kicky. Feel like big pussy. Big adreneline rush. Head hurts. Still pissed.
Fuckitty-fuck-fuck-fuck.
I was in Wally-World earlier tonight and saw this dude start to get violent with his ol' lady and i thought to myself just as i always use to but haven't had to in a really long time, "hello, allow me to introduce my foot to your ass, you fuckin' cocknocker." or something similar and equally as witty when it occured to me that i was standing in the electronics section at Wal-Mart and that there were people around and most importantly cameras as well.
So, i think "how would i explain to my kids, that daddy spent the night in jail for something that i've told you two not to do before." and i just stood there as these to guys passed me and said to me "did you see that?" and i said "yeah,yeah i saw that shit." and i just stood there like a fuckin' idiot while she and her prick walked away.
I try to go on about my shopping like the good little sheep that i try to be but i just couldn't get it out of my head. I wanted to go kill this fuckin' guy, to murderize him. Back when i was younger this dude would have gotten a free ride to the I.C.U.
By this point i feel like shit and wanna go home but keep on shopping anyway and thats when i see the happy couple again and they're walking around like nothing ever happened.
If i had hit that motherfucker she would have turned on me, or at least thats what i keep telling myself. I know she would have, i think.
Anyways, no ass kicky. Feel like big pussy. Big adreneline rush. Head hurts. Still pissed.
Fuckitty-fuck-fuck-fuck.
and youre right its all outrageous!
strange that that is your journal, i just dreamed that i kicked a guy in a wheelchair because he called some kid an asshole. im terribly protective of children and women and men. if i see anyone being attacked, physically, emotionally, mentally i usually say something.
yeah i call people names..asshole cunt stuff like that...but not unless they are being that.
if i see a parent yelling at their kid i jump all over them, i tell them to remember how it felt to be yelled at in public, blah blah
people say you dont know how it is to have a child act like that...well ya know what? i remember what it was like to be a child, have pent up energy, get a little tantrummy and get yelled at. it scarred me i think.
i saw some man yelling at his woman and i told him to shut the fuck up and her to grow some balls.
i dunno its just not on. its hard enough to keep myself up and put myself down than to sit it on other people. but i guess its cuz i was abused as a teenager that i get so defensive when i see other people doing it.
and why dont you have any pictures?=???????
take care sweetie and dont think you are a pussy because you didnt say anything. there are situations when you shouldnt. and youre right she probably would have turned on you!