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joshof13thfloor

McMinnville,TN

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Thursday Nov 06, 2003

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I wouldn't exactly call yesterday productive in any conventional sense of the word.

I bought a six-pack of beer and took it to the spot where we scattered my dads ashes. I considered drinking one myself but thought better of it. I mean why disturb a sleeping dragon, right?

I poured them all off the side of the bridge as it started raining ever so gently. It rained the day of his funeral as well, things like this always make me wonder if there is any signifacant connection.

Afterwords, i went home and had my little party. Lots and lots of Johnny Cash and even more tears. Thank goodness it was cloudy and overcast, i don't think i could have stood a shiny, happy day.

My depression might have been crippling if it had not been for my family and friends.

Those of you out there that are new friends, if you're reading this then you know who you are and thank you again.
Your kindness will not be forgotten.
olsen:
It sounds like a perfect day in its own right.
Nov 6, 2003
schleprock:
THEM is the best of the Atomicd Monster movies that I have seen. Night of the Lepus doesn't even come close.

Soudns like some healing might have happened. Hope you start feeling better soon.

The job search is still on going. I just have the oppurtunity to keep my insurance coverage if I pay for it. I am going to have to do it just to keep up on my meds.

And feel free to add me to your friends list. It's hard to have too many of them.
Nov 6, 2003

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