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joshof13thfloor

McMinnville,TN

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Tuesday Nov 04, 2003

Nov 4, 2003
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Well, my fathers birthday is tommorrow.
If he were alive he would have been 53 years old.

I think i might go have a beer or two down at his favorite fishing hole. Maybe not.

I'm trying real hard not to throw myself a pity party. I'm sick of always whining and bitching and moaning about this.
It's not working real well so far.

It just hurts so bad.

Happy birthday dad. I miss you.
estrada:
There is no shame in missing a loved one, and feeling this way is what happens when someone close to you dies.

I sometimes think of my best childhood friend who died when he was 18. It's been almost 10 years but it doesn't mean I don't miss him any less.

Memories are the only thing a person really has of someone when that someone dies, so hold onto them and do what you think is best to keep them alive.
Nov 4, 2003
olsen:
Happy birthday to your dad. smile

My best friend died last december and I had a much more difficult time with my birthday than with hers. I turned 21, and it suddenly seemed so solid to me that she would never get to.

Love for you and for your dad. And if you do throw a pity party, I'll stop by and we can hug in the dark.

Love to you.

Olsen.
Nov 4, 2003

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