joshof13thfloor

thanks

awesome.

I hope you are doing well. Dealing with the issues, keeping an eye out for the threats, on your temper..Fear Factor..
You'll return again someday, just keep that in mind. Til then, we'll all be here leaving you comments.

Damn, that is scary stuff. I don't think it is just Tennessee though. Hell I know it isn't. I hear the same kind of things every day. Not quite as often as I used to when I actually worked in the system, but, still enough to make me paranoid and over protective. My daughter is 17 now and I know she is practical and responsible and can take care of herself, but I also know sometimes that doesn't matter. So I still worry too much and probably don't give her enough freedom. Still, I would rather have her annoyed wioth me than have something.

Good luck with the show.

The same kind of thing happened to me the last time I really started losing weight. It didn't last long. I just started warning people that I was a little on edge lately and most of them were just careful not to set me off. Eventually I let go of all that anger I had been hoarding and the temper went away.

I get the urge to beat the fuck out of someone all the time. Haven't acted on it in years though. I wish sometimes though that I could. It was cathartic. Sometime I miss the rage I carried around in my youth.

I have had my moments of clarity regarding life. Never lasts though.These days I just strive for some balance. Try to be moderate in all things while still enjoying myself as much as I can.

Works about 1/2 the time.

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that's terrifying.

I'm glad you picked up on the vibes and your children are safe.

holy shit man that's just scary! i hope they get the fucker. when i was in first grade there was a guy around where i lived that was kidnapping children with a blue van - i was absolutely horrified that i would be taken by the blue van. it's sad that such a real fear should have to enter anyone's mind. i hope all is well in your world.

Thank you kind sir

Your like the Stan Staziak of IWF eh
Did you at least get to pose for pics with the strap on?

don't go anonymous! i would never remove you, but if you're black, i can't talk to you either! and that would suck.

and i love ya back. so don't go black.
(heh. fuckin' rhymes.)

-Hyena.

awww, don't go anon. that'd be lame. i hate when people remove me and i can't figure out who it is. drives me freaking nuts.

That's not funny!

Can you find me a job down there? I am desperate for one, and if I don't move, I'll be homeless soon. There's no way in hell I'm moving in with either of my parents.

I do know that you would. And I am eternally grateful to have someone in my life who cares so much about me. What do I have in mind? Good question. My experience is in research and reconciliations.

you changed your named and confused me!!! not that that's difficult to do!

Missing ya man.

good name choice, of course i'm bias though. glad you stopped by and hope you are doing well mister!!

Hey man, haven't been around much either. How have ya been?

Hey, I'm moving you to 'bookmarks'. I still ♥ you. I'm just rearranging some stuff.

You could try, i think i pull it off quite well

i'm tryin'

Way to squash my "sausage and pussy" rationalization.

I'm glad I'm not road pizza, too. How's it going? Better than when you wrote this journal, I hope?

Not sure if you have it in your town, but it's called Edo Japan.

It blows, Hard, Goats, All. Night. Long.

awesome pictures. i had a friend that use to do that kind of stuff..but not with any kind of professionalism. haha. man.. i don't take pictures well either. i have to really hunt and peck to find the nice ones. i usually have some stupid open mouth expression or those 'smart lines' on my forehead...damn watson genes!!
thanks again for the nice comment. totally made me smile!!

Gasoline's ass, lol. Cool pics!