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WARNING: The following journal entry is just plain fucked up so if that's something you'd rather avoid all together then please just click the little thingy above that says "BOARDS" and have a nice day/night. Thank you.



I had a really weird dream today. I fell asleep on my couch and fell immediately into REM sleep (that happens sometimes due to my sleep apnea and...
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sarcasticmenace:
*exhales*



blush
deviant:
man, and i thought my dreams were fucked! wink

~deviant
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Hey, another Friday. WHOOPTEY-FUCKIN'-DOO! You know how I get to spend my Friday? Doing housework. Fuck me, I hate washing dishes.

Well, anywho, Sarahs B-Day was a good one, many thanks to all of you who wished her well or whatever. She ended up with four new My Little Ponys (thus bringing her collection up to something like 4,000 or some shit), and to think...
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dollbabyamy:
I know, I know, I should've gotten his number two years ago. And I also know that I'm damn lucky to have run into him again, while he and I are both single and looking and all that good stuff.
I have a date with him tomorrow.
I'm so excited I can hardly stand to be around myself. biggrin

Oh, parents are fine with the new camping dates. Hopefully more people will schedule to come out this time!!
comicking:
comics are interesting... can't read 'em but those type never really are meant to be read me thinks..

how ya doin?

me is ok.
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Today my daughter Sarah turns five years old. I took Strawberry cupcakes, juice pouches, and Strawberry Shortcake plates and napkins to her classroom at school this morning. Yes, I may be lame to most people but to my daughter i'm Superman and that's okay by me.

Fuck, I feel old.

For those of you who keep up with both my journal entries and/or my taste...
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schleprock:
COngrats on your daughter getting older and feeling old yourself.

sakita:
I have a canopy set with strawberry shortcake. If i thought that it was in good condition i would love to give it to sarah
but i dont think it is. it is more than 20 years old.

frown
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Man, things have been so weird lately. One day fucked, the next day cool, up and down, up and down.

The weekend was a pretty decent overall. I got laid like a porn star so that's always a plus.

Over the past couple of weeks i've gotten to watch a lot of movies that i've been meaning to see for a long time now. Most...
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smuffy:
hey josh!!!

I'm back for a few days.

sorry to hear you are still down.

let me cheer you up. biggrin
monsterjoe:
Hey man, that last journal post had nothing to do with you my man. I'm just commenting on how depressing people in general can be sometimes.
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Faith No More

RV

Backside melts into the sofa
My world my TV and my food
Besides listening to my belly gurgle
There ain't much else to do
Yeah, I sweat a lot
Pants fall down everytime I bend over
My feet itch
Yeah - I married a scarecrow


I hate you
Talkin' to myself
Everybody's staring at me
I'm only bleedin'


Someone taps me...
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sarcasticmenace:
That's fucked up. Guess you showed him! You did amount to something...an amazing guy who's too easy to love.

Thanks for your condolences. kiss


I can't fucking spell today.

[Edited on Aug 30, 2004 12:52PM]
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I'm back...

miss me?
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blossy:
YAY! WB! I've been missing too many people, sheesh I gotta stop working!
dollbabyamy:
Hey! Welcome back! 2nd week of October is straight. Hopefully everyone will be able to come now. smile
Oh, the zip is 37087.
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As some of you may have noticed by now i've been absent for a little bit, well, i'm sorry to say that i'm going to be gone for a while longer.

I would like to say that it's because of being really busy doing something meaningful but in reality it's because i'm a dumbass and forgot to pay my phonebill so they cut off our...
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lilmissmorbid:
miss you but god misses you more

Bahahahahahahahahahahahaha
sarcasticmenace:
*sniffle* frown


kiss
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Does anyone else obsess over the Olympic games like I do? I watch practically everything and love nearly all of it. The oddest part of that is normally i'm not that big a sports guy.

I finally got to see Kill Bill Vol.2 today and while I thought it was okay I was kind of dissapointed in it overall. The first one was much more...
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sarcasticmenace:
Pssst...where the hell are ya? frown kiss
lilmissmorbid:
Hope your weekend was fantastic!!!
Have a great Monday!
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Before anyone reads this I just want to say, for the record, that I am not depressed. I'm just trying to figure a few things out and i'm spilling them here to come back and look at later. For those of you who indulge me when I do this shit, you have my thanks.

I've had a lot of time to do a lot of...
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blackbart:
I sympathise completely, I have found my personal solution to the fact that I get no-where in life.... I just dont care anymore, I've been much happier ever since I took this attitude, all I want anymore is a place to sleep in, and the occasional cheesburger, anything beyond that I consider to be a pleasent bonus. Course total apathy isnt for everyone, and can seriously crimp your social life, but I never really had one of those either smile
doublec:
thank is really sweet of you to say, thank you! kiss
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This weekend has defied the laws of physics in that it has managed to both suck and blow at the same time.


More later if I don't lose it and take someone out.
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anarchick:
Boo. I don't like to see my mateys unhappy.
Cheer up smile
beccy:
thanx!!!!!!!!! kiss
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Well, it's six minutes after midnight here so I can officialy call it now. Friday was a shitsucker.

I spent all day being unusually angry for no apparent reason and my evening bickering with my wife for no good reason.

I think my lack of direction is making me moody. Okay angry. Okay, an asshole.

Can someone please tell me why the same things that...
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chrishorrorshow:

Can someone please tell me why the same things that sometimes inspire us can, at other times, make us hyper-aware of how little talent we actually have?




Absolutely. Mostly it boils down to us being our own worst critics. And when we criticize the things we love to do, or that we do all the time...we fail to realize that a lot of other people don't have the ability to create/do what we like. e.g.- wrestling. I can go out and have (to me) the worst match ever. But to everyone watching...it's still awesome, because they can't do it. Same with photography or illustration. Create an image, and think it sucks, but to everyone around you that can't do it, it rules.

It's all a matter of perspective.

lilmissmorbid:
Hmmm Hope things get better for you. You have been having a rough couple of weeks it seems. i hope whatever it is it gets so much better and happier for you.
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Oh man, is it ever time for a change.

Somethin's bugging me. Nothing serious, just saying.

You see, a couple of days ago when I took my kids to school for registration, my son met one of his fellow classmates to be whereupon the young lad proceeded to blurt out, "Wow, your dad sure is fat!" Then followed it by saying, "How did he get...
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cureelise:
kids can be little shit heads. i had one come up to me after my first miscarriage and ask me if i had a baby in my belly or if it was just chub. i let it go but broke down into tears once i got back to my car. the worst part about it was his mom , just stood there and then started to giggle. i wanted to slap the shit out of her.
chrishorrorshow:
Hey, man, i'm behind you 100% on this. If you want any kind of advice on diet or exercise or conditioning or someone to yell at when it gets frustrating, give me a holler.