im pretty sure my gf dont read this journal of mine so im going to make this one for members only just i case...
im at my friend cortneys right now in york, PA... and if forgot how cool this girl really is....shes everything i want in a gf and everything i cant have...i hate this high school bullshit.. why cant kids grow up.. shes smart, funny, G-O-Rgeous and she doesnt know how good she would have it if she only gave me a chance.. i dont know if im being an asshole for saying this but im a DAMN good bf. i would make any girl proud to say "hes mine".. and shes with a douche bag with a 42 IQ and some would say retarded. she says she really likes me but me and douche bag have been together to long for me to dump him just for another guy...it doesnt work that way...then i said in reaponse...than how does it work...you wait for something bad to happen so you can break up with him guilt free? that my friend is fucked up...be honest and say i have feelings for another guy and im still young and i dont want to spend the rest of my life wondering what could of been...and im not just saying that about me...i think eveyrone should have that stage...just go fucking crazy and do drugs and drink and smoke and fuck...just go crazy so you can say you fucking lived one day of your life without a care for anyone else or my self... i dont think hunter could say it better himself.. i dont want someone as cool as her to spend the rest of life wondering what could of been...maybe thats being selfesh on my part wanting her all to my self...but im not asking her to just be with me...im asking her to open up and have a day of clairty. this is what i want, this is what i wish to do. this is what im going to do..and this is where im going.
this is going to have alot of typos and stuff because i didnt pause to think about what i was typing this entore time...this was typed in about 3 minutes of just pure rambling...but rambling is what i do best sometimes...my best work comes from rambles...
i would do anything for this girl to see that boys are assholes and girls are evil...shes evil for dating an asshole...and im an asshole for wanting her to my slef and would dump my gf with no reason explaining why im dumping her to say this girl is mine. courtney fucking coxxx...you got me by the balls and i havent felt this way since lindsy fucking denise...i thought i would never find anyone that would even compare to my first love..but you have done it and for that i hate you. i would hate to try to even qoute such dump qoutes..but in poker...most people dont remember the great hands in which they won great deals of money...but they remember every loss with great detail.. this has to do with lindsy denise.. she was the great thing that happened and i lost her...and i remeber in great detail...now what i dont remeber with great detail is the great girls i have had and prolly gave up for another evil bitch oir something of that sort.. those are the ones i will never know how good i had it..and these two will never know...and i will always remeber...
im done...sorry for such a long entry..
<3-Josh Guy
im at my friend cortneys right now in york, PA... and if forgot how cool this girl really is....shes everything i want in a gf and everything i cant have...i hate this high school bullshit.. why cant kids grow up.. shes smart, funny, G-O-Rgeous and she doesnt know how good she would have it if she only gave me a chance.. i dont know if im being an asshole for saying this but im a DAMN good bf. i would make any girl proud to say "hes mine".. and shes with a douche bag with a 42 IQ and some would say retarded. she says she really likes me but me and douche bag have been together to long for me to dump him just for another guy...it doesnt work that way...then i said in reaponse...than how does it work...you wait for something bad to happen so you can break up with him guilt free? that my friend is fucked up...be honest and say i have feelings for another guy and im still young and i dont want to spend the rest of my life wondering what could of been...and im not just saying that about me...i think eveyrone should have that stage...just go fucking crazy and do drugs and drink and smoke and fuck...just go crazy so you can say you fucking lived one day of your life without a care for anyone else or my self... i dont think hunter could say it better himself.. i dont want someone as cool as her to spend the rest of life wondering what could of been...maybe thats being selfesh on my part wanting her all to my self...but im not asking her to just be with me...im asking her to open up and have a day of clairty. this is what i want, this is what i wish to do. this is what im going to do..and this is where im going.
this is going to have alot of typos and stuff because i didnt pause to think about what i was typing this entore time...this was typed in about 3 minutes of just pure rambling...but rambling is what i do best sometimes...my best work comes from rambles...
i would do anything for this girl to see that boys are assholes and girls are evil...shes evil for dating an asshole...and im an asshole for wanting her to my slef and would dump my gf with no reason explaining why im dumping her to say this girl is mine. courtney fucking coxxx...you got me by the balls and i havent felt this way since lindsy fucking denise...i thought i would never find anyone that would even compare to my first love..but you have done it and for that i hate you. i would hate to try to even qoute such dump qoutes..but in poker...most people dont remember the great hands in which they won great deals of money...but they remember every loss with great detail.. this has to do with lindsy denise.. she was the great thing that happened and i lost her...and i remeber in great detail...now what i dont remeber with great detail is the great girls i have had and prolly gave up for another evil bitch oir something of that sort.. those are the ones i will never know how good i had it..and these two will never know...and i will always remeber...
im done...sorry for such a long entry..
<3-Josh Guy
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2) High School girl is not mature enough to have a real relationship yet. Not much you can do about that.