joshguy

so i started a new job! its my mothers - co-workers - husbands subcontracting busniess. yay. im so excited.

okay. time to be serious. i hate this fucking work. its so ridic. some people were not meant for manual labor. me being one of those people. im trying to see the benifits in it.

"dont think of it as work, think of it as excercise"

"all the money i make is under-the-table, so uncle sam aint seing one penny from me"

"im learning some very usefull information for when i become a home owner"

"its an honest living, no one really gets screwed in this business"

"i will always have work, everyone needs stuff done and most people dont want to do it"



The truth is, im 6'6" tall. which is tall enough that anything you have to do on the ground is going to lead to horrific back pain. ive only been doing this for three days and i cant get out of bed when i get home. i use a heat pad and lay down all night when i get home and get up and do the same shit the next morning. i dont know if its worth it.

Money thats a decent living?

or back pain for the rest of my life?

any suggestions?

<3-Josh Guy