Okay... I just got back from the tour of my new condo and its pretty badass! For those who dont know, I just moved back to the bay area about 5 months ago. I have been living at my dads place sleeping on his dining room floor. In fact, when you view my cam, you can actually see my air matress laying on the floor behind me! haha Definately looking forward to being back on my own. Well, I have 2 roomates, but they are kickass anyways.
Me and the girl have been going through some pretty rough times and it doesnt help matters that she still lives back in Michigan.
So doing my own thing again has definately given me some self-reflection time. Its been a steady decline between her and I, in my eyes, as far as us being too different. She means a lot and I know she cares about me as much as I do for her however, I feel like I need to be let free. To be the Josh who wants to live life to the fullest, work on music, study new things, explore new avenues, and just generally be happy with myself and what I am doing. When the person you are with is only focused on graduating and obtaining a mindless office job, it makes it hard to be able to fullfil my own goals. (as selfish as that may sound)
We will see what my life has in store over the next few months and as far as Im concerned, it can only go up from here! So in the mean time, I will be writing, singing, playing, and unfortunately... working! haha There is one person who has given me new hope and she knows that it means alot to me. As well as her constant ability to make me smile and lift my spirits. If only there were more people in this world like that!
Me and the girl have been going through some pretty rough times and it doesnt help matters that she still lives back in Michigan.
So doing my own thing again has definately given me some self-reflection time. Its been a steady decline between her and I, in my eyes, as far as us being too different. She means a lot and I know she cares about me as much as I do for her however, I feel like I need to be let free. To be the Josh who wants to live life to the fullest, work on music, study new things, explore new avenues, and just generally be happy with myself and what I am doing. When the person you are with is only focused on graduating and obtaining a mindless office job, it makes it hard to be able to fullfil my own goals. (as selfish as that may sound)
We will see what my life has in store over the next few months and as far as Im concerned, it can only go up from here! So in the mean time, I will be writing, singing, playing, and unfortunately... working! haha There is one person who has given me new hope and she knows that it means alot to me. As well as her constant ability to make me smile and lift my spirits. If only there were more people in this world like that!
misskristin:
I bet you cant wait to have your own bedroom!