"I wish I could be the one,
the one who won't care at all
But being the one on the stand,
I know the way to go, no one's guiding me.
When time soaked with blood turns its back,
I know it's hard to fall.
Confined in me was your heart
I know it's hurting you, but it's killing me."
Nothing will last in this life,
our time is spent constructing,
now you're perfecting a world... meant to sin.
Constrict your hands around me,
squeeze till I cannot breathe,
this air tastes dead inside me,
contribute to our plague.
Break all your promises,
tear down this steadfast wall,
restraints are useless here,
tasting salvation's near.
the one who won't care at all
But being the one on the stand,
I know the way to go, no one's guiding me.
When time soaked with blood turns its back,
I know it's hard to fall.
Confined in me was your heart
I know it's hurting you, but it's killing me."
Nothing will last in this life,
our time is spent constructing,
now you're perfecting a world... meant to sin.
Constrict your hands around me,
squeeze till I cannot breathe,
this air tastes dead inside me,
contribute to our plague.
Break all your promises,
tear down this steadfast wall,
restraints are useless here,
tasting salvation's near.
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Many times, my caring was met with some very uncaring responses.
I don't mind I still care, only I know who actualy cares back.
They're the ones who get love from Ryan.
The others end up eventualy pissing me off....
which is sometimes scary depending on the level of anger...
I'm a short scrawny fuck, nothing threatening about me at all.
I just think it's cuz I'm actualy angry, and that's something people almost never see.
There's nothing I hate more then being ready to kick someone's face in and having to hold myself back.
Cuz I'd much rather smash their heads in, but I just know I'd feel bad after.
some more insight on little Ryan boy...