Staring down the barrel of another weekend...
I've been literally living in a coffin the last few days, and it was only obvious to me when I walked outside this morning, took a deep breath, and my body came to life. My mind became more clear the more oxygen I selflessly inhaled...I took the long way to work, with the windows down, just to experience...
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I've been literally living in a coffin the last few days, and it was only obvious to me when I walked outside this morning, took a deep breath, and my body came to life. My mind became more clear the more oxygen I selflessly inhaled...I took the long way to work, with the windows down, just to experience...
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I love my job on the holidays...Hate the idea of having to work when everyone else gets to sleep in, but I like the peace and quiet, and coming off the weekend, a little quiet time has become very very important.
Friday night, we went out on the boat, for a relaxing cruise. I don't remember being that into boating when I was growing up,...
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Friday night, we went out on the boat, for a relaxing cruise. I don't remember being that into boating when I was growing up,...
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catiedid:
GOOD MORNING MS JOSEPHENE!!!!
shhhhhhh, stop yelling, my head is throbbing....oops, i'm the one yelling....
*giggle* i'm not lopsided anymore
i love to DND you
how is your morning? are you all happy smiley? CUBS WON!!! yeah for Chick Voodoo...although I'm sure someone isn't very happy about it *giggle*
shhhhhhh, stop yelling, my head is throbbing....oops, i'm the one yelling....
*giggle* i'm not lopsided anymore
i love to DND you
how is your morning? are you all happy smiley? CUBS WON!!! yeah for Chick Voodoo...although I'm sure someone isn't very happy about it *giggle*
remyx:
so what is it with the track sponsor having the winning car as well? seems like a bit of a fix, don't you think?
sorry to hear your weekend was full of rain. it didn't inspire a spontaneous wet t-shirt contest, did it?
sorry to hear your weekend was full of rain. it didn't inspire a spontaneous wet t-shirt contest, did it?
Yesterday, VERY last minute, my counter-part in the morning, Ted, was asked to deliver a DARE graduation address. (It's an organization that promotes a drug-free environment among young people). He had less than an hour to prepare, but managed to throw together a heart-felt speech about kids sticking together, not isolating anyone, and helping any friends that they think might be getting into trouble with...
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tangledupinblue:
what in the BLUE HELL did Junior just do to his teammate (and himself)?
thejuanupsman:
I went to my junior prom but not my senior prom. My high school girlfriend and I broke up right before senior year. I dropped out before prom. Yeah, high school dropout. That surprises some people.
Sorry to hear about your friends loss. I am glad you could be there for him though. I have never lost a parent, but I have now lost both the grandparents who raised me. I know how hard it is to lose the pivotal people in your life.
Have I ever been in a real haunted house? Depends on who you ask. My older sister insists the house I lived in when I was born was haunted. I think she just needs something to explain why our parents were crazy.
The person I am lucky to have in my life is my daughter. She keeps me going no matter how bad things get.
I have no passion. None. It is dead.
I will probably never see Star Wars III. Not because I am avoiding it. Just because I still have not seen II. Other things I want to see more I guess. I think my intense dislike for Ep. 1 has something to do with it.
Your entry for the 22nd brought me to tears. Guilt, empathy, frustration and sorrow run through me as I type. So many things I wish had been different.
My fucking weekend was apparently not very memorable. At least the one that corresponded to that journal entry. This one is slightly more memorable for being long and occupied with people and things I would rather avoid.
And the absence of a few people I wish I could reach out to.
There is no movie I can't wait to see. I have not been going to movies much lately. I think I burnt out on them.
I am spending my Memorial day weekend working. And waiting for a phone call. That may not come. And wondering if I even want it to.
Sorry to hear about your friends loss. I am glad you could be there for him though. I have never lost a parent, but I have now lost both the grandparents who raised me. I know how hard it is to lose the pivotal people in your life.
Have I ever been in a real haunted house? Depends on who you ask. My older sister insists the house I lived in when I was born was haunted. I think she just needs something to explain why our parents were crazy.
The person I am lucky to have in my life is my daughter. She keeps me going no matter how bad things get.
I have no passion. None. It is dead.
I will probably never see Star Wars III. Not because I am avoiding it. Just because I still have not seen II. Other things I want to see more I guess. I think my intense dislike for Ep. 1 has something to do with it.
Your entry for the 22nd brought me to tears. Guilt, empathy, frustration and sorrow run through me as I type. So many things I wish had been different.
My fucking weekend was apparently not very memorable. At least the one that corresponded to that journal entry. This one is slightly more memorable for being long and occupied with people and things I would rather avoid.
And the absence of a few people I wish I could reach out to.
There is no movie I can't wait to see. I have not been going to movies much lately. I think I burnt out on them.
I am spending my Memorial day weekend working. And waiting for a phone call. That may not come. And wondering if I even want it to.
It's screw or be screwed...
duly noted.
duly noted.
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tangledupinblue:
well, ummm, nahhhh.
Except unless you're talking about
Except unless you're talking about
hoocha:
fuck-it
screw and be screwed.
screw and be screwed.
Okay, why in the HELL did I wake up this morning humming the theme to the DUKES of muthafuckin' HAZZARD? *giggle* The correct answer for this rhetoric question is..."because you're a loon..."
Last night, mah chica and I were on the phone discussing, in extreme expertise, mind you...American Idol. Well, our conversation bled over onto the Cubs game that was going on. Fear...
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Last night, mah chica and I were on the phone discussing, in extreme expertise, mind you...American Idol. Well, our conversation bled over onto the Cubs game that was going on. Fear...
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jerry031:
That's Catie, drinking like it's crack.
*GYFS* Ow...finger cramp.
*GYFS* Ow...finger cramp. 
speedphreak:
Sorry about the story telling (or lack thereof)
I had computer issues (stupid Windows)
Anyways..... the jist of it was, I went out for a quiet drink by myself and ended up getting super freaky in a Murphy bed until 4:00 in the morning after getting naked (and stuff) in the ladies room stall, dumping $2 in quarters into the condom machine in the men's room, playing Al Green on the jukebox, picking up a 40oz on the way out, and raising angry welts on a bare ass.
Raw, Rough, and Uncensored (no, not a Jerry Springer special)
I put the "White" into "Trash".
I had computer issues (stupid Windows)
Anyways..... the jist of it was, I went out for a quiet drink by myself and ended up getting super freaky in a Murphy bed until 4:00 in the morning after getting naked (and stuff) in the ladies room stall, dumping $2 in quarters into the condom machine in the men's room, playing Al Green on the jukebox, picking up a 40oz on the way out, and raising angry welts on a bare ass.
Raw, Rough, and Uncensored (no, not a Jerry Springer special)
I put the "White" into "Trash".
I read and re-read my last journal to the point of memorization, and it's time now to change. Let's talk about the weekend...
Oh how irresponsible I was...*giggle*
Friday night, Stace arrived, and we both were exhausted. careful....your age is showing.....
Work Saturday morning, usual goodness. Only one more week left with my sports guy until he takes summer hiatus. *sigh* I'm gonna miss...
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Oh how irresponsible I was...*giggle*
Friday night, Stace arrived, and we both were exhausted. careful....your age is showing.....
Work Saturday morning, usual goodness. Only one more week left with my sports guy until he takes summer hiatus. *sigh* I'm gonna miss...
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unique3:
wow. what a fucking weekend you had!
sounds like loads of fun!!
so your girl and you are buying a house together?
sounds like loads of fun!!
so your girl and you are buying a house together?
hoocha:
So are you going to come over and make that hair-do happen? I'll try it this weekend, and see how I make out.......huh..huh..huh. I said "make out". Where's my mind.
This is what I did all weekend, and as you can tell it was a great time.
This is what I did all weekend, and as you can tell it was a great time.
I spent a fair amount of time this weekend with an old friend. Shes familiar in the most comforting way. On the verge a song-change in her life, she found solace in us.
In a story that begins very familiar, she fell in love with a married man. Weve all heard this storytime and time again Swept up in a twirl of emotion, she found...
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In a story that begins very familiar, she fell in love with a married man. Weve all heard this storytime and time again Swept up in a twirl of emotion, she found...
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supernovice:
You've been watching Lifetime again, haven't you?
supernovice:
P.S.
Just trying to make you smile... Not making light of the subject.
Just trying to make you smile... Not making light of the subject.
Painted nails in the shade of "punky purple," the deliciously kissable lip candy tasting like a lollipop, and the sweet aroma of a cup-cake fragrance, I'm ready for the weekend. The girl arrives tonight to play house this weekend and I can't wait! I didn't realize how much I missed that girl until this morning when I woke up alone with a heavy heart. Her...
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catiedid:
the girl and i are shopping and lunching today i think i see some matching chuck t's in our future!!! how cute would that be?!?!?
have fun cooking breakfast for the puppets. you never told me about the houses you looked at yesterday. did your girl make an offer on either one?
i think i see some matching chuck t's in our future!!! how cute would that be?!?!?
have fun cooking breakfast for the puppets. you never told me about the houses you looked at yesterday. did your girl make an offer on either one?
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supernovice:
Yeah, and I think you gave the Jean Paul G. tohat you got me to Jerry, eh?
unique3:
thanks hun but there's nothing you can do really. it's just my car is broke and I need to find a new job and get a new car. seems impossible. if I dont do it..I cant afford to live here anymore and I have to move. without my bf possibly. too sad to think about. but I'm trying to make it..I'm desperatly looking for a job and keeping my fingers crossed on a new car. we'll see what the bank says. 
Through your eyes I feel beautiful. I feel unstoppable. I feel whole.
It's Sunday, and I'm lost in the 'word of god.' The gal who normally works the church shift is out again this week. I most definitely don't mind working for her in these circumstances, but I will selfishly add, I miss having a least part of a weekend.
A light touch of your...
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It's Sunday, and I'm lost in the 'word of god.' The gal who normally works the church shift is out again this week. I most definitely don't mind working for her in these circumstances, but I will selfishly add, I miss having a least part of a weekend.
A light touch of your...
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gingergayle:
wow, the way you write makes my heart beat out of my chest. i'm sitting here, literally short of breath after reading that. you're such a gift.
i'm home this morning. when i got here and turned my phone back on, guess who left me a voice mail last night? yeah, shit head. he said it's nice how we can't even be friends now, lol, yeah, like i'm going to make nice to the freakshow who stares at us from across the room.
last night... tonight? i've missed you.
i'm home this morning. when i got here and turned my phone back on, guess who left me a voice mail last night? yeah, shit head. he said it's nice how we can't even be friends now, lol, yeah, like i'm going to make nice to the freakshow who stares at us from across the room.
last night...
tonight? i've missed you.
what's up tonight Chica?