::whispering:: wanna hear a secret? come closer and I'll tell you.
I believe that we are all given gifts and it's our job to find them, use them, and make the world a better place. One thing I love to do is sing...I love the idea of captivating an audience with music, it's overpowering. Well, tonight, on my way to work, I remembered a moment...
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I believe that we are all given gifts and it's our job to find them, use them, and make the world a better place. One thing I love to do is sing...I love the idea of captivating an audience with music, it's overpowering. Well, tonight, on my way to work, I remembered a moment...
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My co-workers are wonderful, and so giving. There's not a cold in this place that everyone doesn't pass around, and now it's my turn. On days like this I would much rather be at home cuddled in my California king size bed and my 600 thread count sheets, which I call the "Princess Bed." The best investment I ever made. I highly recommend everyone have...
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catiedid:
I hope you're feeling better honey!!
josephene:
I'm feeling lots better, thanks...it's amazing what a little fantasizing and alone time will do for ya...did I mention thanks for the pictures, catiedid and mkdaniella? 
Insomnia continues. I slept like a baby (when I was able to 
) when Stacey was here, but I can't seem to put together more than 2 hours of sleep each night since she left. I don't think it has anything to do with her, at least I hope not, my mind just races at night. Maybe that does have something to do with her,...
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) when Stacey was here, but I can't seem to put together more than 2 hours of sleep each night since she left. I don't think it has anything to do with her, at least I hope not, my mind just races at night. Maybe that does have something to do with her,... Read More
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catiedid:
The magic of the "getting to know you" stage. Sometimes I think realtionships have no place to go but downhill once you move beyond that point (how cynical do I sound tonight?!) The quest for knowing all that is the person. The butterflies and anticipation of the first date, next date, sound of the person's voice. Feelings and emotions you will never relive with that person. Enjoy it, savor it, even if nothing comes of it. And letter writing, that is so romantic. You deserve happiness. I hope he helps to bring some into your life. 
tangledupinblue:
Nothing quite like getting a nice letter. So substantial, and much more of a commitment. Email is like a coversation. A letter is somehow more. Sorry 'bout the Insomnia, I've been dealing with that for a month or so and it is starting to get in the way. I just read a lot. Take care.
Michael...
I "met" Michael online 8 years ago, in my self-abusive AOL days, and we became fast email buddies. I was completely mesmerized by his ability to make this hard headed leo see things in another way. Our first phone conversation lasted almost 8 hours, after which I promptly went to sleep, and he got to go to work (he still gives me shit about...
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I "met" Michael online 8 years ago, in my self-abusive AOL days, and we became fast email buddies. I was completely mesmerized by his ability to make this hard headed leo see things in another way. Our first phone conversation lasted almost 8 hours, after which I promptly went to sleep, and he got to go to work (he still gives me shit about...
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catiedid:
We need to get Daniella off her ass and write something in her journal...it's been since Sunday!!! And you need to get off your ass and post a couple pics. Come forward girl, we are all dying to know what you look like (at least I am )
After so much time, aren't you dying to meet him? Or do you think that would complicate the friendship?
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After so much time, aren't you dying to meet him? Or do you think that would complicate the friendship?
fortissimo:
Hey, thanks for the kind words about my photos. I appreciate it.
I can't live without Earth, WInd & Fire either. "I find romance when I start to dance in boogie wonderla-and!"
Viva friendship!
-ff
I can't live without Earth, WInd & Fire either. "I find romance when I start to dance in boogie wonderla-and!"
Viva friendship!
-ff
Last night, work consumed me. Leaving my day job, I had to go home and work on stuff for my part time job. My friend is a township trustee and she hired me a while back to do some work for her, it was a "i'll pay you now, and you'll do work later" situation. So, I've been keeping busy with that. I don't mind...
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fentopal:
Thanks (I think).
I've had a couple of those friends who completely abandoned their responsibility to projects we were obligated to finish, after we grew apart.
Eff 'em, says me.
I've had a couple of those friends who completely abandoned their responsibility to projects we were obligated to finish, after we grew apart.
Eff 'em, says me.
catiedid:
Good friends are hard to come by, so keep hold of the ones you have.
The SGB show was a lot of fun last night. You should go to the one in Chicago (your in NW Indiana, right?)
The SGB show was a lot of fun last night. You should go to the one in Chicago (your in NW Indiana, right?)
Saying goodbye, it wasn't too bad. That's what I keep telling myself over and over again, in disbelief. Stacey and I had a wonderful, magical week with one another, and this morning, she left to head back to Seattle.
Last night we were laying in bed, with the simple act of holding hands. I remember looking at her hand and not being able to figure...
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Last night we were laying in bed, with the simple act of holding hands. I remember looking at her hand and not being able to figure...
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catiedid:
I'm glad you are doing okay. I know you were dreading today. No words of advice or forced wisdom, I'm just glad you share yourself here, I enjoy the peaks into who you are.
There is nothing silly about how you felt as you held her hand. There are few things in this world as intimate as the connection through holding or touching someone's hand. How wonderful it must have felt!!
There is nothing silly about how you felt as you held her hand. There are few things in this world as intimate as the connection through holding or touching someone's hand. How wonderful it must have felt!!
Well, just a few hours left of my time with Stacey, and I find myself wanting to withdrawal from her. That stupid human response when you're about to be hurt. Her absence hurts me, the idea of it, and on Monday, the reality of it. I can't get enough of her, her voice, her touch, her eyes, her....well, everything. Sorry to be gushing, I'm working...
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_bossanova_:
Thank you so much!
I hate it when I find myself overthinking things. It doesn't seem to help as much as it should!
I hate it when I find myself overthinking things. It doesn't seem to help as much as it should!
cathedra:
thanks dear!! have a great day!
Three more days with Stacey and I'm stuck here at work. That sucks! This has been the best week...ever. Of course, with happiness always comes questioning. Being with Stace makes me love her all the more, however....there's still something missing. Not missing from her, but missing from my needs. "walking the fence" I guess you would call it.
Today I had my car fixed...again. I...
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Today I had my car fixed...again. I...
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mkdaniella:
yummy... guys that can get dirty... seems to me you wanna clean him up all over
I'm not quite sure what "walking the fence" means in this situation but are you questioning what your relationship with Stacey means about your long-term needs? It's always nice to not know how things will ultimately turn out but enjoy the sweetness of the present nonetheless and you appear to do that in a beautifully blissful manner. Wish I was there to see that hue of pink
I'm not quite sure what "walking the fence" means in this situation but are you questioning what your relationship with Stacey means about your long-term needs? It's always nice to not know how things will ultimately turn out but enjoy the sweetness of the present nonetheless and you appear to do that in a beautifully blissful manner. Wish I was there to see that hue of pink
Big Comfy California King size sleigh bed: $1700
Bag of ice for Margaritas: $1.19
Spending the night cuddling with your girlfriend watching Jessica Simpson make an ass of herself: PRICELESS
Last night, I got home from work in time to catch the newlyweds on mtv. Watching one of my current addictions with one of my current addictions, was beyond words. It was so nice coming...
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Bag of ice for Margaritas: $1.19
Spending the night cuddling with your girlfriend watching Jessica Simpson make an ass of herself: PRICELESS
Last night, I got home from work in time to catch the newlyweds on mtv. Watching one of my current addictions with one of my current addictions, was beyond words. It was so nice coming...
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Today is better than yesterday, that's for sure. I'm happily working along in my day, waiting to get the hell out of here.
Last night was wonderful. When was the last time you spent the evening with one of your best friends and played makeup. For lack of a better word for it. My friend Stacey is visiting from Seattle, and it's so wonderful to...
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Last night was wonderful. When was the last time you spent the evening with one of your best friends and played makeup. For lack of a better word for it. My friend Stacey is visiting from Seattle, and it's so wonderful to...
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mkdaniella:
I would like to say an immense thank you for the compliment
And now that I have had the pleasure to taste a little bit of your literary meanderings I am even more grateful. I only hope that I will not disappoint my audience in content or style. I'm excited to maybe even try some imagery with inspiration from you
Stacey is a lucky girl and black lip liner with red lipstick constitutes a good day if you ask me
And now that I have had the pleasure to taste a little bit of your literary meanderings I am even more grateful. I only hope that I will not disappoint my audience in content or style. I'm excited to maybe even try some imagery with inspiration from you
Stacey is a lucky girl and black lip liner with red lipstick constitutes a good day if you ask me
catiedid:
Let me in on this lovefest! Can we all play makeup together?
It warms me to think of you in a moment like that and it is infinetely better because you are able to convey the unmeasurable importance of it.
If Stacey is your biggest fan, may I trouble you for the number 2 spot?