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Ended up having a better weekend than I imagined possible giving all the current factors predominate in my life right now.

Some friends and I decided to become adults for an evening, or at least attempt to, and we got dressed up in high fashion to celebrate our general fabulousness. It was, in a word, lovely. Within the laughs and inside jokes of the evening,...
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Sleep perchance to dream...

My dreams are quite clear. I want it all. The amazing husband who not only makes me laugh but wants to ravage me. The incredible kids who challenge my views and thoughts in turn for the secure unconditional loving environment that I will create for them. The innovative job that pushes me intellectually every day to think outside the box. The...
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*giggle* Okay, kids, hate to ruin the illusion of yesterday's post, but I am much too shy to EVER post a picture like that of myself. It was just a photo that moved me and reminded me of a super-lovely memory. Sorry for the misunderstanding.

I have been quite bad about updated to you, but I promise, I'll get to you all soon soon soon...

Working away, as one does on a Friday night...what social life? What's that you say? No complaints, I do love my job.

In the shadows of decision, one phone call brought to me my strength. Stacey was here last week. I wish for all of you, that one friend, who will fly across the country just to hold your hand as life once again offers...
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I live within the beautiful disaster of my existence. Salvation living within secrets, veiled from the outside world. Striving for palliation, I found my life complacent, when seeing it through your eyes. Through the destruction, I sought you out. You appeared, as if manifesting yourself out of thin air. Believing the unbelievable, your teaching, only visible through the reflection that I'm too scared to see....
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It's been a while...since we've talked. I haven't had much to say. Reality can often times over-shadow everything else.

It's different this time. I see the path much more clearly, with some reorganization ... understanding ... acceptance ... life, under my instruction, will continue.

I'm not meaning to portray the cryptic id, just a predominate voice tonight.

Fall brings the sweet slumber.

Your name lives...
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This has been one of the longest weeks...nothing I want to rehash at this point. The only reason one should look back is to learn, to relive the bad is only a form of self-punishment.

So, looking forward to the weekend, I see facing a HUGE fear of mine, my cousin is in a play...of all plays, it has to be the "Wizard of Oz."...
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