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Thursday Jul 14, 2005

Jul 14, 2005
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The vision of so long ago...night after night...the song burned into her brain. The music...soft piano transcending into a driving guitar that rattles her heart. Everytime she hears that song it would take me back to that moment...

Until today.

Today, her dreams are different. And as much as the past tries to claw it's way back, the words...the melody...that power-note is now attached to a new fantasy. A new life, some 10 years later...

So, silence, my sweets...as the house lights fall...find the girl at peace in her spotlight. Find the girl...who will take you into her eyes, around her body, and out from between her lips onto the musical journey of her heart...

I hear the ticking of the clock
Im lying here the rooms pitch dark
I wonder where you are tonight
No answer on the telephone
And the night goes by so very slow
Oh I hope that it wont end though
Alone

Till now I always got by on my own
I never really cared until I met you
And now it chills me to the bone
How do I get you alone
How do I get you alone

You dont know how long I have wanted
To touch your lips and hold you tight
You dont know how long I have waited
And I was going to tell you tonight
But the secret is still my own
And my love for you is still unknown
Alone

Till now I always got by on my own
I never really cared until I met you
And now it chills me to the bone
How do I get you alone
How do I get you alone
How do I get you alone
How do I get you alone
Alone, alone.


The girl still exists...I see her from time to time. She will make her appearance with the headphones attached firmly to both ears, getting lost in her own world amidst the chaos of a radio station. She'll be there, wanting to race that car down the middle of main-street...and for a brief moment, will live without fear of repercussions. She's in the intensity that exists in those moments of pleasure...where her hands explore familiar territory with a sense of fascination, as if feeling it all over again for the first time.

Hopefully, she'll be back soon...to live the life she's meant to live. Full of the love that someone like her deserves...and full of the compassion that appears to come as easy as breathing.

Hopefully, she will find her way back again.
VIEW 22 of 22 COMMENTS
lucina:
ooh, I used to love to go with a long ago boyfriend to listen to him and the other weekend regulars sing...I can't sing to save my life...
Changed my test to the 30 of this month and I just realized that is the day before your birthday...
the weekend is so-so---girls and rain...
Jul 17, 2005
grizz3rd:
Good Morning smile

BIG HUG
Jul 17, 2005

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