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Friday Jul 08, 2005

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...and the heart beats on.

One week and one day of treatment left...on this round. I pause to add..."on this round" because I would like to believe this is the end. This run has really taken it's toll, and has forced the question, just how resilient is this body of mine. Pushing it to run that last mile in 90 degree heat and humidity is one thing, but pumping it full of poison...how on earth is it still able to function? The resiliency of this body of mine is that which I would compare to the energy of a child...and I'm very impressed.

So, best case scenario...surgery on August 1st...and results give the "all-clear" and by September I'm back in the gym getting my body back. That's what I'm focusing on. Regardless of the outcome, the optimism is like a breath of fresh air that tickles my toes. I'm going to live on this end of the spectrum for a while...I like it over here. wink

This weekend is all about work....again. Jealous? Thought so. wink

QUESTION: If given a trip to anywhere...where would you go?

Young girl dont cry
Ill be right here when your world starts to fall
Young girl its alright
Your tears will dry, youll soon be free to fly
VIEW 16 of 16 COMMENTS
gingergayle:
i can't lose you, please tell me it's going to be okay.
Jul 8, 2005
catiedid:
BLAH!!!!


GOOD MORNING MS JOSEPHENE!!!!!! How are you feeling this morning? I'm tired...I stayed up too late last night talking to this hot chick on the phone love

really, are you okay? i see the above exchange...i will refrain from putting in my two cents. WOW, not too often i show restraint. tongue

the beach is beautiful this morning. calm. very calm. just like me *giggle* NOT!!! so, beach this morning...the rest of the day, who knows, it's my last day before heading back to reality....but also, perhaps, a trip west *giggle* damn, i'm gonna jinx it.
Jul 8, 2005

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