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Thursday Jan 13, 2005

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38 Days til the kick off of the 2005 NASCAR Season

MUCH HAPPINESS!!!! Did I mention I can't wait!?!?

Got some scary news this week...my gram fell and broke her hip. In true family fashion, we had taken over the huge waiting room with people that love her. Unfortunately, I wasn't able to head down, but I did talk to her quite a bit. She had surgery yesterday, and made it through like a champ. I just want to hug her, and I will this weekend. Did I mention I can't wait!?!?

Yesterday I spent the better part of 4 hours reading, researching, and studying a course catalog for college. I can't believe this is something I'm actually considering, let alone so excited about I'm jumping out of my skin. Wrapping up college some 8 years ago was the most fulfilling right of passage I can remember going through, yet opening that door again feels like the most natural decision to make. This is where my life is suppose to be headed, I have no doubts about that, and I'm bursting to get started. I wanna go play in the school supply isle at Walmart so bad I, my heart is racing thinking about it. An education is something that will always belong to you and to me, it's a way of cultivating a relationship with your brain. Did I mention, I can't wait!?!

There are many parts of my life that are in waiting. Under normal circumstances, I don't agree with this mode of living, living to survive. But all factors considered, it's the best course of action for the time being. Life challenges us, and sometimes doesn't offer an option other than dealing with the obstacles before you can move on. But with every passing day, I find myself more and more sure of my choices and comfortable in my decisions. Love, Life, Career, and Family, all remain in the waiting room of my life, ready to explode in the party that I am cultivating. Did I mention, I can't wait!?!?

I feel like an actress in the movie of my life. Prepped and ready to go...ready to...ready to wait for my debut. It's coming...I can see it there. Thankfully, while I wait, I am in great company. Did I mention I can't wait!?!?

QUESTION: What can't you wait for!?!
VIEW 4 of 4 COMMENTS
catiedid:
I changed the question so you are going to have to post to me again... biggrin
see how i did that?! now i get another post from you! biggrin kiss love
Jan 13, 2005
remyx:
ouch! hope Gram gets better soon... miao!! with you cheering her on, i know she feels better already!
biggrin

me, I can't wait to follow in your footsteps and make a move to go back to school. I am worried about supporting myself, but hopefully the student loans will come through. then i can get things accomplished.

and i liked the haiku. wink
Jan 13, 2005

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