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josephene

Indiana

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Tuesday Dec 14, 2004

Dec 13, 2004
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I tossed, I turned...I tossed, I turned...I called my Gram.

Last night, the thoughts racing through my head wouldn't stop long enough for me to sneak in a couple hours of sleep. The questions. The answerless questions haunt.

"What bullshit!! Get over it already!!"
it's what I want to scream at myself

There are two aspects of my life that I don't talk to my Gram about...just for her peace of mind. No need to worry a worrier. But I needed her words last night, needed her reassurance, and finally relaxed enough to sleep. She's such a gift, and continues to surprise me with her level of understanding and support.

Today I feel much better. Resolve is a wonderful thing.

You can dress me up in diamonds...
You can dress me up in dirt...
You can throw me like a line, man
I like it better when it hurts.


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QUESTION: Best gift Santa ever brought you...?
VIEW 7 of 7 COMMENTS
cybele:
Er, my two front teeth!? (Santa never brings me anything, cuz I've been a baaaaad girl.) wink

How 'bout some Kill Bill action figures for my Josie? smile


kiss kiss kiss
(Doing okay, sweetie?)
Dec 15, 2004
jridg:
Peace of mind, wait, that was wife #3 smile - Santa brought her to me - so I suppose that's it wink

Hope you are doing ok. kiss
Dec 15, 2004

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