...no sleep....
My brain is racing today, and has all night. Everytime I close my eyes I see visions that I want to blow out of my brain. So many decissions to make, and choices to choose, so many hurt feelings left along the way. I'll never be comfortable seeing someone, hurt, and I don't think I should ever have to be. The responsibility is horrific knowing you have control over ripping someone from the inside out. My loss of sleep pales in comparison to the suffering around me. I would have never crossed that line if I knew this would be the outcome. I will close that chapter of my life and never look back again, this time...I promise.
My brain is racing today, and has all night. Everytime I close my eyes I see visions that I want to blow out of my brain. So many decissions to make, and choices to choose, so many hurt feelings left along the way. I'll never be comfortable seeing someone, hurt, and I don't think I should ever have to be. The responsibility is horrific knowing you have control over ripping someone from the inside out. My loss of sleep pales in comparison to the suffering around me. I would have never crossed that line if I knew this would be the outcome. I will close that chapter of my life and never look back again, this time...I promise.
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smf6009:
NO DSL, No communication with the outside world, sorry 
. Do you really see visions at night that make you want to kill yourself? That's no good.
. Do you really see visions at night that make you want to kill yourself? That's no good. 
hellbilly:
Wow and I thought I was having a bad day. Well for you and Catie then I won't spare the details in my story. Though it'll probably be a little while before I post it.