Last night, work consumed me. Leaving my day job, I had to go home and work on stuff for my part time job. My friend is a township trustee and she hired me a while back to do some work for her, it was a "i'll pay you now, and you'll do work later" situation. So, I've been keeping busy with that. I don't mind...
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Saying goodbye, it wasn't too bad. That's what I keep telling myself over and over again, in disbelief. Stacey and I had a wonderful, magical week with one another, and this morning, she left to head back to Seattle.
Last night we were laying in bed, with the simple act of holding hands. I remember looking at her hand and not being able to figure...
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Last night we were laying in bed, with the simple act of holding hands. I remember looking at her hand and not being able to figure...
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catiedid:
I'm glad you are doing okay. I know you were dreading today. No words of advice or forced wisdom, I'm just glad you share yourself here, I enjoy the peaks into who you are.
There is nothing silly about how you felt as you held her hand. There are few things in this world as intimate as the connection through holding or touching someone's hand. How wonderful it must have felt!!
There is nothing silly about how you felt as you held her hand. There are few things in this world as intimate as the connection through holding or touching someone's hand. How wonderful it must have felt!!
Well, just a few hours left of my time with Stacey, and I find myself wanting to withdrawal from her. That stupid human response when you're about to be hurt. Her absence hurts me, the idea of it, and on Monday, the reality of it. I can't get enough of her, her voice, her touch, her eyes, her....well, everything. Sorry to be gushing, I'm working...
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_bossanova_:
Thank you so much!
I hate it when I find myself overthinking things. It doesn't seem to help as much as it should!
I hate it when I find myself overthinking things. It doesn't seem to help as much as it should!
cathedra:
thanks dear!! have a great day!
Three more days with Stacey and I'm stuck here at work. That sucks! This has been the best week...ever. Of course, with happiness always comes questioning. Being with Stace makes me love her all the more, however....there's still something missing. Not missing from her, but missing from my needs. "walking the fence" I guess you would call it.
Today I had my car fixed...again. I...
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Today I had my car fixed...again. I...
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mkdaniella:
yummy... guys that can get dirty... seems to me you wanna clean him up all over 
I'm not quite sure what "walking the fence" means in this situation but are you questioning what your relationship with Stacey means about your long-term needs? It's always nice to not know how things will ultimately turn out but enjoy the sweetness of the present nonetheless and you appear to do that in a beautifully blissful manner. Wish I was there to see that hue of pink
I'm not quite sure what "walking the fence" means in this situation but are you questioning what your relationship with Stacey means about your long-term needs? It's always nice to not know how things will ultimately turn out but enjoy the sweetness of the present nonetheless and you appear to do that in a beautifully blissful manner. Wish I was there to see that hue of pink
Big Comfy California King size sleigh bed: $1700
Bag of ice for Margaritas: $1.19
Spending the night cuddling with your girlfriend watching Jessica Simpson make an ass of herself: PRICELESS
Last night, I got home from work in time to catch the newlyweds on mtv. Watching one of my current addictions with one of my current addictions, was beyond words. It was so nice coming...
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Bag of ice for Margaritas: $1.19
Spending the night cuddling with your girlfriend watching Jessica Simpson make an ass of herself: PRICELESS
Last night, I got home from work in time to catch the newlyweds on mtv. Watching one of my current addictions with one of my current addictions, was beyond words. It was so nice coming...
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Today is better than yesterday, that's for sure. I'm happily working along in my day, waiting to get the hell out of here.
Last night was wonderful. When was the last time you spent the evening with one of your best friends and played makeup. For lack of a better word for it. My friend Stacey is visiting from Seattle, and it's so wonderful to...
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Last night was wonderful. When was the last time you spent the evening with one of your best friends and played makeup. For lack of a better word for it. My friend Stacey is visiting from Seattle, and it's so wonderful to...
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mkdaniella:
I would like to say an immense thank you for the compliment
And now that I have had the pleasure to taste a little bit of your literary meanderings I am even more grateful. I only hope that I will not disappoint my audience in content or style. I'm excited to maybe even try some imagery with inspiration from you
Stacey is a lucky girl and black lip liner with red lipstick constitutes a good day if you ask me
And now that I have had the pleasure to taste a little bit of your literary meanderings I am even more grateful. I only hope that I will not disappoint my audience in content or style. I'm excited to maybe even try some imagery with inspiration from you
Stacey is a lucky girl and black lip liner with red lipstick constitutes a good day if you ask me
catiedid:
Let me in on this lovefest! Can we all play makeup together?
The snow day...
My job comes to life on a snow day. We haven't gotten a huge magnitude of snow, but the blowing and drifting are causing people to stay in and of course, calling the radio station to see if they have school, or if they are headed to a place that's closed. Just makes for a stressful day. But the good news is,...
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My job comes to life on a snow day. We haven't gotten a huge magnitude of snow, but the blowing and drifting are causing people to stay in and of course, calling the radio station to see if they have school, or if they are headed to a place that's closed. Just makes for a stressful day. But the good news is,...
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Today is a new day...isn't that just stupid? Of course, it's a new day. Have you ever been talking to someone and reluctantly mention that you had a bad day yesterday, and instead of offering some sort of empathy, they just spout off some sort of cliche that they pass along as a generic form of compassion? OH, I got you one better. Have you...
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peart:
hi
Today I'm feeling the effects of what living alone can do to you. It's my choice to live by myself, however it doesn't make it easy on days like this. I live a couple hours from any family and it's trying on times like this. (thank god for free nights and weekends on the cell phone). I'm looking for my happiness and I can't seem...
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Her name is Stacey...
I met her back when I was 18, and from the beginning we talked as if we had known one another for years. It was that instant connection that you never think can happen, but when it does you don't realize it until after it's passed. My lil fleur
It wasn't long after we started talking that we agreed to meet....
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I met her back when I was 18, and from the beginning we talked as if we had known one another for years. It was that instant connection that you never think can happen, but when it does you don't realize it until after it's passed. My lil fleur
It wasn't long after we started talking that we agreed to meet....
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Welcome, Josephene, she says to herself. And Hello. I feel like I'm writing into a horizon that no one will ever see. It's an interesting feeling. Knowing that people can see your secrets, and no matter what you say people won't be able to see that blushing on your cheeks that certain memories can produce.
I'm happy to be here, and happy to share in...
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I'm happy to be here, and happy to share in...
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evildoc:
What makes you think we didn't already know your secrets?
josephene:
tee hee... 
I've had a couple of those friends who completely abandoned their responsibility to projects we were obligated to finish, after we grew apart.
Eff 'em, says me.
The SGB show was a lot of fun last night. You should go to the one in Chicago (your in NW Indiana, right?)