A little inspiration by Exile today....
When I get home, babe, gonna light your fire
All day I've been thinkin' about you, babe
You're my one desire
Gonna wrap my arms around you
Hold you close to me
Oh, babe I wanna taste your lips
I wanna fill your fantasy, yeah
I don't know what I'd do without you, babe
Don't know where I'd be...
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When I get home, babe, gonna light your fire
All day I've been thinkin' about you, babe
You're my one desire
Gonna wrap my arms around you
Hold you close to me
Oh, babe I wanna taste your lips
I wanna fill your fantasy, yeah
I don't know what I'd do without you, babe
Don't know where I'd be...
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Alright, yeah, this is my third entry today, not sure why, maybe this is the only place I can trust my secrets. No, that's not true, I have one place where my secrets are safe, but she's here, so it all works out well, for me.
So, I had three hours to kill between work today and work tonight...and went to the gym to kick...
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So, I had three hours to kill between work today and work tonight...and went to the gym to kick...
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daisie:
sound sliek a good day 
catiedid:
do tell me all your ideas you beautiful wicked woman!! everyone seems to have spring fever today...lucky for us!
After too many drinks, my friend Gayle did the unthinkable for someone of her age, she had sex with a guy and let his friend video tape it. Her sobriety brought her into a reality that scared her over to my house. With the tape in hand, she needed words of comfort. No, of course, these 20-something guys won't tell anyone, no, of course they...
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tangledupinblue:
You lead an interesting life.
catiedid:
She is an amazing woman with an amazing life and a huge capacity to love and care. WOW, I am so fortunate she's my friend! 
[Edited on Feb 26, 2004 3:40PM]
[Edited on Feb 26, 2004 3:40PM]
Today I'm wondering...when your soul leaves you...your heart...your love, will there be something to fill the void? In your heart, in theirs? Will distance and space achieve their intentions, to separate a driving force that pulls us together? Before he asks me these questions, I need him to know that wherever he will go...I would go...
So lately, I've been wonderin
Who will be there...
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So lately, I've been wonderin
Who will be there...
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catiedid:
Don't put it away, wear it proudly. Those same thoughts have been occupying my mind for a fews weeks now. There is comfort in knowing others ponder the same questions.
"Our lives continue, as do theirs, and that one connection that involves no one but the two of us is the lifeline that keeps us together." So true.....
Thank you, beautiful woman!
"Our lives continue, as do theirs, and that one connection that involves no one but the two of us is the lifeline that keeps us together." So true.....
Thank you, beautiful woman!
dvsskunk:
Poetic
Today is better than yesterday, but not as good as tomorrow. Presumptuous of me, eh? Yesterday, stress upon stress waved in and by the time it was me alone with the bed, it didn't take long for me to disappear into it's loving arms. Stripping and sleeping, that's all I did.
This morning, the sunshine woke me up. A nice change from the sweet melody...
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This morning, the sunshine woke me up. A nice change from the sweet melody...
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catiedid:
You okay beautiful? Alive and well?!?! 
the_love_below:
Living in fear of the next tidal wave will only make you miss the calm sea before it x
So much for being alone...Last night, I was sitting home alone, basking in the idea that this would be the first time all week that I don't have any obligations. My mind didn't even have time to process the thought when there was a knock at the door. All of my friends know my call before you come over rule. It's mostly due to the...
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tangledupinblue:
thanks
speedphreak:
Alright, your turn, which should I get for you? Black or Chrome?
It's Monday, and NO MORE SEX! Of course I'm talking about "Sex in the City." What a great last episode of a show that has empowered women into understanding that their sexuality belongs to them, and for them to explore...Proud to be a fan of such a great show. Bravo, HBO.
Last night, my friend Gayle came over and we crawled into bed and watched...
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Last night, my friend Gayle came over and we crawled into bed and watched...
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speedphreak:
Hey~ you came up on the random member list on the hookup section and I recognized your faerie from catiedid's friends list......so I thought I would say hi! 
catiedid:
Singing car girl was in full swing this morning. Rockin out to Shakespear's Sister!
Scared of being happy...
My moments of clarity always come with the soft sounds of a blazing vacuum cleaner or the sweet smell of bleach and pine sol. Cleaning brings me answers to life's most pressing questions. Is this just me?
Today while cleaning, I realized for the first time in a long time, things are okay. All of the problems that life's everyday trials...
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My moments of clarity always come with the soft sounds of a blazing vacuum cleaner or the sweet smell of bleach and pine sol. Cleaning brings me answers to life's most pressing questions. Is this just me?
Today while cleaning, I realized for the first time in a long time, things are okay. All of the problems that life's everyday trials...
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the_love_below:
I always need cleaning done at mine too, so if u ever feel that you need more "Self reflection, life doubts and affirmations" come on over to my humble abode
......make sure you come to mine before Catiedid tho, I got a feeling she might wear you out.......
I always need cleaning done at mine too, so if u ever feel that you need more "Self reflection, life doubts and affirmations" come on over to my humble abode
......make sure you come to mine before Catiedid tho, I got a feeling she might wear you out.......
catiedid:
NO NO, I get her first!! So much to be done over here. I'll need her for a few days. And I guarentee she will be exhausted when she leaves!!!
The warm rain is falling today, and it's quite beautiful...This morning walking out to the car I took some extra time to enjoy what was around me. It got me to thinking how long it's been since I've opened up my eyes and actually saw the beauty that surrounds me. Beauty just waits for us to find it, patiently waiting, not complaining, just always there....
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deceptiviewfilm:
oh from american beauty just commenting on your journal. very reflective. Reminded me of american beauty.
catiedid:
Small small world my friend!!!!!!!!
Small small world my friend!!!!!!!!
Well, last night happened, and today I'm left with regret. I knew I would be either way, but I never understood the emptiness that would be left along with regret.
Rich came in, and his arms met me before his words did. I needed to feel that comfort that only comes inside of his embrace, and in his arms I found my answers. I knew....
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Rich came in, and his arms met me before his words did. I needed to feel that comfort that only comes inside of his embrace, and in his arms I found my answers. I knew....
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tangledupinblue:
hang tough buddy.
mkdaniella:
I care more than words can express and I will read over and over while you grace us with this inspiring presence... I know that you will find happiness and I know that will find air... Your life is yours and no one else's but the guy that you chose to share it with will be more than lucky to partake in your passion, tenderness and wisdom which are made so obvious by your words... sweet josephene, thank you
Questioning what's right and wrong...that's what I'm doing on this "a little too ironic" hump day. Yesterday I got a call from this man whom I love more than myself (and I'm a leo, so that's a lot... ) I mentioned him a few entries back, he's my soul, my heart, my life... Well, tonight, we're meeting for him to explain why he's moving across...
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tangledupinblue:
Listen to Darryl Waltrip. He'll set you free. Thinking of you angel. My life is very very boring and mellow, so I got mojo to spare for my angst ridden ladies!
mkdaniella:
I AM SO CONFUSED!! He is moving half way across the country? is his wife coming?
ahhh the confines of socially acceptable behavior... I do so poorly in them... unfortunately life is too short... which doesn't mean you have to do everything you feel the urge to... but... if it important enough... can you really live with yourself if you don't... is it worth the risk ?
godspeed you overflowing well of wonderfulness you ...
ps- i didn't know you stripped... and to 80's music no less... yum yums
ahhh the confines of socially acceptable behavior... I do so poorly in them... unfortunately life is too short... which doesn't mean you have to do everything you feel the urge to... but... if it important enough... can you really live with yourself if you don't... is it worth the risk ?
godspeed you overflowing well of wonderfulness you ...
ps- i didn't know you stripped... and to 80's music no less... yum yums
Alright...so my car got fixed and I kissed the car guy. This is not a great thing at all because HELLO, he's married, and I know that. I just keep telling myself that it could have been worse...oh good god, I could have been so bad with this man.
Yesterday, he came to work to pick up my car to fix it, and then brought...
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Yesterday, he came to work to pick up my car to fix it, and then brought...
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catiedid:
wicked girl!
dvsskunk:
Where would the world be without Catiedid?
wondering if those chips really were chocolate....
Catiedid's cooking makes josephene all hot and gooey... ooh , did I just say that? *blush*