What do you do when your best friend is about to make a huge mistake? You know those situations...you can see the impending doom coming, but there's nothing to do to stop it.
My best friend Tom is headed to Jamaica today to marry his girlfriend. In a way, I'm very happy for him, if I could get past this sickening feeling I feel. I...
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My best friend Tom is headed to Jamaica today to marry his girlfriend. In a way, I'm very happy for him, if I could get past this sickening feeling I feel. I...
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speedphreak:
I've got a question. 
tangledupinblue:
I get the feeling there's a lot I don't know, kid. As for 4:30 at the station, no can do. But 420 in the supply closet is another story.
Feeling inspired this morning...
Be warned, explicit material ahead...
I opened the door to greet him and his exhausted eyes smiled. A ping of sadness went out to him, what a hard day he must have had today. I was glad he was in my care for the night.
Dropping his bag, he pulled me into his arms with commanding assertion. I rested my check...
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I opened the door to greet him and his exhausted eyes smiled. A ping of sadness went out to him, what a hard day he must have had today. I was glad he was in my care for the night.
Dropping his bag, he pulled me into his arms with commanding assertion. I rested my check...
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catiedid:
it is after 9...
catiedid:
i'm doing okay honey. i don't seem to be suffocating anymore. its after 9
I HATE MONDAYS!
Not really, but it's always nice to come into work and find everyone in s shitty mood.
Well, this weekend I found something out about myself. Age + Tequila = Wanting to fight! Ahhh, maybe easily annoyed would be the better answer to that equation.
I got down to see my family and my uncle was out, so I met him at...
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Not really, but it's always nice to come into work and find everyone in s shitty mood.
Well, this weekend I found something out about myself. Age + Tequila = Wanting to fight! Ahhh, maybe easily annoyed would be the better answer to that equation.
I got down to see my family and my uncle was out, so I met him at...
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catiedid:
Ahhhh, SpeedPHreak missing Josephene 
Recovering?!?!
I want ALL the details tomorrow. I assume you are recovering from round 1? Dinner and then round 2? Oh I am soooo jealous, you wicked girl 
Recovering?!?!
I want ALL the details tomorrow. I assume you are recovering from round 1? Dinner and then round 2? Oh I am soooo jealous, you wicked girl
speedphreak:
You too.
What a RELAXING day....*sigh*
Last night, after a night with the boy, I didn't get any sleep. It was a night of beauty and fulfillment, and I know, it sounds like a Hallmark Greeting, but it's true. I wish you all the joy of feeling fulfilled. In any way you choose..
*insert dirty thought here...* mmmmmm
So, this morning, after work, I got some errand...
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Last night, after a night with the boy, I didn't get any sleep. It was a night of beauty and fulfillment, and I know, it sounds like a Hallmark Greeting, but it's true. I wish you all the joy of feeling fulfilled. In any way you choose..
*insert dirty thought here...* mmmmmm
So, this morning, after work, I got some errand...
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speedphreak:
How was your day???
catiedid:
I want all the "talkin dirty" details!
This morning, peaking out from under the covers was painful. Every night I cuddle into the world's most comfy bed, only to curse the same bed the next morning for having to get out of it.
The beating water of the shower was smacking my body awake, however the heat and steam comforted by body to relax and want to go back to sleep. Checking...
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The beating water of the shower was smacking my body awake, however the heat and steam comforted by body to relax and want to go back to sleep. Checking...
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speedphreak:
Oooooh, don't worry, I won't tell anyone, I want to keep you all for myself......and catiedid!
tangledupinblue:
Jeff can look a little too cool for school some times. I need to kidnap him and get him high, though he seems more relaxed this year now that his hag wife is gone. Maybe he is 420ing with Dale. I think the Coca Cola family of racers all light up, they look so happy during commercials!
Fuck it, I say!
I'm sitting here, tired of being the wounded soul that seems to be a stepping stone for all of those takers around me. I am stronger than this, and it took those words being shadowed back to me that made me realize this. "I thought you were stronger than this..." They continue to ring through my mind as loudly as they...
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I'm sitting here, tired of being the wounded soul that seems to be a stepping stone for all of those takers around me. I am stronger than this, and it took those words being shadowed back to me that made me realize this. "I thought you were stronger than this..." They continue to ring through my mind as loudly as they...
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supernovice:
Yeah, the old lady at the desk is very protective of her for some reason. I guess I should be grateful, but she hung up on me twice earlier and do you have any idea how many numbers I have to dial to use a calling card, call from guam, to honduras? It's like a thousand digits, and voice recordings. Very painful...
dvsskunk:
And once again you have said everything. Thats awesome.
I love playing in the rain anytime is what I say.
I love playing in the rain anytime is what I say.
Stop for a moment and calm your thoughts, Let go of your anxieties and look around you.
What do you see?
You see a world filled with beauty. You see a life filled with possibilities.
You see dreams being born, being nurtured, being fulfilled.
Yes, there are challenges. Yes, there is sorrow.
Yes, there is violence and hatred.
But more than these, there is love,...
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jimmyjoe:
I'm glad i made you smile the other day.
your text made me blush so ... ;-)
tlc,
jimmyjoe snark III
your text made me blush so ... ;-)
tlc,
jimmyjoe snark III
catiedid:
let's hide from the world together. seems like the best answer right now. I have lots and lots of leaves for us to hide beneath!
Thanks for all of your wonderfully kind words today. It's always nice to know you're thought of in some way, shape, or form.
I'm feeling better now, and headed to aerobics...unless something distracts me along the way. Sometimes you see something shiny and it just pulls your day in another direction, and you end up feeling better than you thought you would.
I'm just killing...
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I'm feeling better now, and headed to aerobics...unless something distracts me along the way. Sometimes you see something shiny and it just pulls your day in another direction, and you end up feeling better than you thought you would.
I'm just killing...
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speedphreak:
And yes, all you have to do is show up and I will jump you. Not a problem! I live in Climax, you know how to get there? If you don't I can take you there if you want, in fact, why don't you and catiedid make it a road trip and I'll drive the both of you there? It's a nice place so if you really like it, I can take you two there several times if you want.
speedphreak:
Ahhh, most excellent my dear.
Today is a sad day and the weather is reflecting it. No worries, I can force the smile when I have to, so it's not suffocating, it's just a little heavy in the heart.
Today my brother would have been 39. In the middle of a bitter divorce, he had decided that the only way to solve his problems was to take his own life....
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Today my brother would have been 39. In the middle of a bitter divorce, he had decided that the only way to solve his problems was to take his own life....
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catiedid:
Nothing I have to say will shock you...you know must of my secrets already...but I'm sure I can come up with a few more to whisper...
How does this happen?!?! First chocolate chip cookies and now a seemingly innocent sail on the ocean!!
How does this happen?!?! First chocolate chip cookies and now a seemingly innocent sail on the ocean!!
the_love_below:
my thoughts are with you today
peace and love x
peace and love x
DISCLAIMER!
please be advised of the length of this post and also the context is a bit sexual.
I had a dream last night, and it went something like this....
"...and I just feel so stupid..." she concluded, dabbing at her tear streaked face with a Kleenex.
We had disappeared from the rest of the group into her bedroom to talk about why it was...
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please be advised of the length of this post and also the context is a bit sexual.
I had a dream last night, and it went something like this....
"...and I just feel so stupid..." she concluded, dabbing at her tear streaked face with a Kleenex.
We had disappeared from the rest of the group into her bedroom to talk about why it was...
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catiedid:
Daniella and I very very drunk wishing you were here!!!! Pics to follow tomorrow...will i make it to work?!?!?!
supernovice:
I hate to tell you this, because I know you like surprises, but I feel you must be warned... Enjoy your present because the future is a bore...
*big yawn*
4:05 pm
Wednesday, Mar03
Maybe tomorrow will be more exciting.
*big yawn*
4:05 pm
Wednesday, Mar03
Maybe tomorrow will be more exciting.
What a phenomenal weekend! If I would have planned out every second, I couldn't have designed it to come off better than it did. It's left me feeling full and refreshed for another week of mindless chatter here at work.
My friend Jon was in town for the weekend, and he showed up on his friend's Harley Davidson waiting to go for a ride. Let...
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My friend Jon was in town for the weekend, and he showed up on his friend's Harley Davidson waiting to go for a ride. Let...
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catiedid:
Where is the beautiful Josephene this evening?!?
dvsskunk:
What only one you must be slipping. 
Alright, does everyone here know that "Spinning Class" is really "Riding a bike class"? I called the gym today to see what classes they were offering, aerobics at 5:30...too late, Spinning...at 4:15. Well, I'd never heard of this before, and was actually too embarrassed to ask. It's a small town, they probably would recognize my voice.
So, I show up, and go to the back...
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So, I show up, and go to the back...
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catiedid:
I feel your thoughts and they bring me comfort. Thank you. I hope you had a great weekend.
supernovice:
While you're waiting...
Be thankful for your fingers.
Be thankful for your fingers.