josephaaron

I am sitting here before I go to bed and my head keeps on running and it's in the same direction every time. I did something today that was not very easy for me to do. I keep wondering if it was the right thing to do but my gut tells me it is. You can figure out lots of things just by observing and not having to hear a word. Peoples actions always speak louder then there words. It sucks sometimes how there are people out there who will just lie to no end and I do not understand it. Maybe it is like they tell the lie so many times they believe it shit I even believed it to. Maybe none of this makes sense but I don't care. There is so much I want to say but it is to some one who it will fall on deaf ears to. I am fine though I am happy. I have friends and besides my back I am semi healthy right now. I think not being able to train is also making me kind of whinny. I hate not rolling I have no idea now what to do with my self. Jiu Jitsu is a big part of my life now it's not there so maybe that is what is bothering me more then the other shit.