josephaaron

This week so far has been kind of strange. It is ending better then it seems to be ending better then it started so far. I have had problems sleeping which blows ass. I am glad that Thanksgiving is over so work will calm down for a week or so. I have a lot on my mind lately and it kind of sucks cause I'm competing next saturday. I have been cutting weight so just that puts me in a weird state of mind. I just hate going to events with a messed up head cause it doesn't help with sports performance. I am going to train every day till then to be in good shape. I have sort of slacked off a little the past few days. I just can't seem to muster up the motivation to really push my self. I have been training just not as hard as I want. I eat so much today too totally fucked of cutting weight today but hey it was a holiday right?