I just went through my room and threw away all kind of worthless stuff that I had been holding onto for god knows how long and who knows why. I am just trying to get ride of some unwanted stuff for when I move out of here in like a month. Yeah I know it is still very early to start but it is just I am so excited about moving out. Also I am such a horrible procrastinator it is not funny. I also had some free time so I figured what the fuck. It is kind of chilly out tonight. I have to go buy a all black shirt cause we are doing family photos and my sister wants us to all be wearing the same thing which to me is lame and boring. Everyone else thinks it is a good idea so I'm gonna keep my disgruntle comments to my self. Not much is new for me just same old shit. Working, training and counting the days till I leave for my great adventure in south america. My espanol is going but not great it seems like my tongue just doesn't want to work with the accents. I guess I just need practice. If I think about it to much I get so excited and nervous. I am kind of all over the place here but oh well maybe I am just a little a.d.d. Anyways I am going to compete again on the 5th of December. I really want to drop weight but like yeah right I am not gonna be able to with Thanksgiving so close so we shall see how that works out.