josephaaron

Went to my sister's 30th birthday party it was okay. I got to see my grandpa that I have not seen in years it was very nice to see him. Everything in my life seems to be okay after my vacation to Chile living in the US and just really isn't that interesting. The way we live and consume has just lost it's appeal to me I guess. I have made plans to return to Chile in late January I'm pretty sure for 3 months. There are so many reason why I have to return. I'm so intrigued by the differences in our cultures. Anyways yeah since last night I have been in a rut and can't seem to shake it. I know if I ride it out I will end up on the other side fine. Just sucks when your in it you know. On saturday there is a no gi competition that I'm gonna compete in. I'm excited for the event. I just hope that my head gets in a better place before then. I was gonna try and drop 11 pounds on friday before the weight but found out my friend that was gonna help me no longer works at a gym so we will see what I can swing. To all my Chilean friends I still miss you all so much! Some I miss so much it hurts I'm sure you ladies know who you are!