joseflovesyou

Dear Assholes,

Ever have someone love you so much, that they tried to kill you? Or perhaps suck you down into a hole, and you had to kill them to get away?

Me neither.

Ha


I so badly, and selfishly want to wish everyone goodbye, one last time, and accordingly destroy my being forever, without being remembered at all. This is what I wish for, and dream of, yet not what is going to happen, and no action will be taken, in any direction. Staying stagnant and is what I do best. I need to just be me no longer, O want to be Bob Saget, or someone who has reason in life. I want to be someone who can see good, by ignoring logic. Someone who can focus on the beauty, rather than flaws. I\'m none of this, and I never will be as long as the possibility of a lobotomy is ruled out.\r\n\r\nI thought maybe taking the time to figure out what I hate about people, would shed some sort of light onto what I hate about myself, but that idea was short lived, as it takes effort, something I am mostly unwilling to give.