Ok, I think i am over her. at least for a while. I feel liberated. And now it is back to the artwork!
I have missed some opportunies to meet some of you. I am not going to let that become habit. I am always afraid of not fitting in. I won't be punk/goth/rock enough. and you will be dissapoointed. I guess it is a...
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I have missed some opportunies to meet some of you. I am not going to let that become habit. I am always afraid of not fitting in. I won't be punk/goth/rock enough. and you will be dissapoointed. I guess it is a...
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I keep getting death threats. the scariest part they are from me.
Love is a drug for me. when I am around her i am happy and euphoric. Nothing else matters. The second she is away my chest hurts. My heart isdying. I feel it now. the detox phase makes me think I am nothing. and I believe it. My heart is on my sleeve...
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Love is a drug for me. when I am around her i am happy and euphoric. Nothing else matters. The second she is away my chest hurts. My heart isdying. I feel it now. the detox phase makes me think I am nothing. and I believe it. My heart is on my sleeve...
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sketchless:
germany comes in 2008.
the course is only offered sparingly.
the course is only offered sparingly.
annisa:
that would be wonderful...
you stopping by, not the death threats
you stopping by, not the death threats
I haven't been sleeping much. Friday I think my dream came true. She and I went out and ended up cuddling that night. When I woke up i saw her beautiful face still on the pillow next to me. It was all I wanted. The one thing i would kill everyone i know for. And it only lasted about 16 hours. I have hurt myself...
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pmonkeyesquire:
glad yer back. been curling much??? Hey, manLove is crazy like that, which is why it's such a rush! We should hang some time. Ever go to the Woodward Avenue brewery??
So last night she told me she loved me, and then talked about marrying me. of course there was some liquor involved. I don't know what to make of it all. so i play every day as a new one. I love her, and I always will. but if she doesn't love me I have to move on. right? i don't really want to. I...
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HAH Sg is back
Well I am back. I am embracing my more SG side i guess. I identify with people who don't feel they need to conform. Me myslef am still fighting the conformity issue. But here I am again. I learn about myself every day. It is scary. I learned new things about love. The joy of BDSM (scary!) and just that it is ok to be...
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sinjun:
BDSM is good!!!
what did you like about minneasota?
what did you like about minneasota?
sketchless:
Treating them like Queens always backfires. Personally, don't give women any extra treatment. Treat them like humans and you should be all set. Being nice...never works. Criticize them.
Well my membership is up this month. I am not sure if i am continuing here. I do enjoy your friendships and the SG Detroit group. But i work too much to log in regularly.
I did jump on myspace.
What ya think?
I did jump on myspace.
What ya think?
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benci:
i think we should go to buddy's again. without spence. 
benci:
Tag! C'mon, I really am curious...
Depression sucks
I love that the 6'2" guy crys at really weird moments. I love that I am so mentally unstable that I often just find it fun to sit in the dark.
I love that I am getting older, And I truly know that I will be alone for a long time. Because while i am polite and i can charm the pants off...
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I love that the 6'2" guy crys at really weird moments. I love that I am so mentally unstable that I often just find it fun to sit in the dark.
I love that I am getting older, And I truly know that I will be alone for a long time. Because while i am polite and i can charm the pants off...
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dujour:
that's really cool. I'm trying to keep up with concerts now. HIM would have been insane!! I'm a big fan of them.
benci:
you can talk to me...is it the mom thing? 
thanks again for that push last night!
thanks again for that push last night!
NIN Rocked!
Queens of the sotne age notbad.
Auto Lux also not bad
NIN MADE ME WANNA ROCK OUT With MY COCK OUT
but i was conservative. Trent is doing such beter shows now that he is sober
I am not sober at the moment. My work sucks ass..
Queens of the sotne age notbad.
Auto Lux also not bad
NIN MADE ME WANNA ROCK OUT With MY COCK OUT
but i was conservative. Trent is doing such beter shows now that he is sober
I am not sober at the moment. My work sucks ass..
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benci:
Thanks again. For everything. 
benci:
you don't have to wait for the party to bring that stuff!
Well my face is feeling better. But it is killing you! FA!
Otherwise same shit. Fighting off infection.
Talking to people online. playing my geeetar
being creative. ripping DVD's oh man my collection rocks. Let me know what you are looking for
Otherwise same shit. Fighting off infection.
Talking to people online. playing my geeetar
being creative. ripping DVD's oh man my collection rocks. Let me know what you are looking for
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bleubyrd:
Hey stranger, I ended up going to the NIN show after all, hope you were there too... p.s. if you can find the movie Welcome to the Dollhouse your next haircut is free