jorgedetroit

I haven't been sleeping much. Friday I think my dream came true. She and I went out and ended up cuddling that night. When I woke up i saw her beautiful face still on the pillow next to me. It was all I wanted. The one thing i would kill everyone i know for. And it only lasted about 16 hours. I have hurt myself again. Because all I want is her love. the love she told me she had on thursday (when she was drunk) the love i can never seem to have from her. I hope the man she is with screws up bad. And she leaves him. Not so she can come with me. I mean that would be nice, but so she can find that thing she needs. Fuck it so she can come with me. I love her liek i have never loved. She tells me she loves me, but then doesn't want me to think there is any chance between us. It makes me want to die.