Long time no see. I just realized that I dont write in my blog for ever. Well I guess that life has gone on and nothing that are worth to write of has happen.
Well... One thing have heappen to me. I have found a new side of me, that I didnt know that I had. I have realized that i have some intrest in BDSm and just explored my sub side. I tried to be a on-line slave, but I m not sure if the on-line training is my thing... It was like my Mstress wathed over me 24/7 and I felt thied to the computer the whole time.
But I get the chance experience things that I never dreamt of in my whole life... And one side effects is that I am not so afraid to talk to strangers down town any more.
This is somtething that i will learn more about, but I think that is something that I would like to do from time to time and with real people, not only trough the internet, even if i miss it and I miss my online Mistress.
Before i meet my online Mistress I had never touch a butt-plug, Actually i havent seen a butt-plug for real... But Mistress asked me to buy a butt-plug and If Mistress ask fore something...You have no choice. Well I went to the local sex-shop and I was like an elephant in a glass store... I get my Butt-plug and backwith the computer Mistrss orderd me to try it on the web cam... PUSH IT THE WHOLE WAY IN NOOOW she comanded and I was Shaky, but i did it. Then come next shock. "LEEAV IT IN THE WHOLE WAY THE WHOLE NIGHT" and dont let it fall out, secure with some tape if it necessary BUT DONT LET IT FALL OUT.
Should i sleep with htat thing up in my ass the whole night first time I had somthing up in my ass?
Well, ti wasnt so bad that i thinked it should be, but it want any plesure either.
The Mistress I get in touch with was a Pro.Domme and thats meen it wasnt free but it was worth the money. I learned mouch about my self, and what is important in my real life, and who important some friends in my real life really are for me.
What Mistress learnd me cant buys for money, and I realized that I have not enough money for the moment to do this so II had no other choice than ask for releas, but I miss it. This is something that I gonna take a closer look at, and try to find some no pro domina to play with from time to time
Well... One thing have heappen to me. I have found a new side of me, that I didnt know that I had. I have realized that i have some intrest in BDSm and just explored my sub side. I tried to be a on-line slave, but I m not sure if the on-line training is my thing... It was like my Mstress wathed over me 24/7 and I felt thied to the computer the whole time.
But I get the chance experience things that I never dreamt of in my whole life... And one side effects is that I am not so afraid to talk to strangers down town any more.
This is somtething that i will learn more about, but I think that is something that I would like to do from time to time and with real people, not only trough the internet, even if i miss it and I miss my online Mistress.
Before i meet my online Mistress I had never touch a butt-plug, Actually i havent seen a butt-plug for real... But Mistress asked me to buy a butt-plug and If Mistress ask fore something...You have no choice. Well I went to the local sex-shop and I was like an elephant in a glass store... I get my Butt-plug and backwith the computer Mistrss orderd me to try it on the web cam... PUSH IT THE WHOLE WAY IN NOOOW she comanded and I was Shaky, but i did it. Then come next shock. "LEEAV IT IN THE WHOLE WAY THE WHOLE NIGHT" and dont let it fall out, secure with some tape if it necessary BUT DONT LET IT FALL OUT.
Should i sleep with htat thing up in my ass the whole night first time I had somthing up in my ass?
Well, ti wasnt so bad that i thinked it should be, but it want any plesure either.
The Mistress I get in touch with was a Pro.Domme and thats meen it wasnt free but it was worth the money. I learned mouch about my self, and what is important in my real life, and who important some friends in my real life really are for me.
What Mistress learnd me cant buys for money, and I realized that I have not enough money for the moment to do this so II had no other choice than ask for releas, but I miss it. This is something that I gonna take a closer look at, and try to find some no pro domina to play with from time to time