I'm 21 and I know I shouldn't feel like this. My life is only begining, but everything is ending right now. I'm tired of fighting and trying. I've reached the point where I want to crawl up in to a ball and wave the white flag, It's not that I'm being stepped on its that I'm being stepped over.
It feels like things will never...
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I once felt like disappearing in to the wall and making myself in to nothing
i once tore myself apart with your abuse
now i refuse to sit here and take it
You act so childish
Impulsive and wavering
Borderline obsessive
jumping in to things with no self control
you think people should be jealous of your skills
how you throw your heart on the...
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i once tore myself apart with your abuse
now i refuse to sit here and take it
You act so childish
Impulsive and wavering
Borderline obsessive
jumping in to things with no self control
you think people should be jealous of your skills
how you throw your heart on the...
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estrada:
I was very fortunate in terms of roommates, having none that were insane.
Interesting humbling moment, my parents were farm workers.
Interesting humbling moment, my parents were farm workers.
arson_____:
Honly shit...can I relate...my roommate is INFUCKINSANE. 
Santa Cruz rocks.
Santa Cruz rocks.So thanksgiving was a big poo.
It reminded me that all it really is, is giving my family is a chance to get togther and mock each others choices and then blow up in to arguements. I left saying that i was getting sick over my sister moving back home and i wanted no part of it.
It is all really to bad i wanted...
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It reminded me that all it really is, is giving my family is a chance to get togther and mock each others choices and then blow up in to arguements. I left saying that i was getting sick over my sister moving back home and i wanted no part of it.
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boyamihardcore:
Jawbreaker.... fucking amazing...
sp202:
an S.C. girl A. I love it there. The Catalyst on a wensday night is off the hook. 
Oh I'm So so so in love!
I just played my first rgby turney in like 8 years, i played when i was younger, and i had totally forgotten the thrill of throwing girls and tearing through piles. I had the most fun i've had in a while.
My legs are so so beat, there are bruises everywhere i even have this one that is...
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I just played my first rgby turney in like 8 years, i played when i was younger, and i had totally forgotten the thrill of throwing girls and tearing through piles. I had the most fun i've had in a while.
My legs are so so beat, there are bruises everywhere i even have this one that is...
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fudoh:
swing by my place on the way to SF
fudoh:
come on i use that excuse all the time and it works but really we should hang out in santa cruz, you are looking to hang out with new people right? i am just a 30 min drive over the hill.
Ok Folks I want a date, I need to head out with someone that i don't know and break away from my same ol same ol habit of running over to special friend's houses when I feel lonely, so you live in the SC area drop me a comment and maybe we could hit the bars or even just chill and have coffee or shock...
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marymary:
uhm. we can go on a date. forget that you live 3,000 miles away :0
toads:
Wowzers, wish i lived closer, id hang out at the drop of a dime...hell quicker... but yea, anyways, glad to see the want till prevails. I think your a Beutiful Woman, and would fit well as an SG
MONO!!!!
ack i'm dying, and it sucks, hopefully i'll be better soon. I have plans i must put in to motion.
ack i'm dying, and it sucks, hopefully i'll be better soon. I have plans i must put in to motion.
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marymary:
awwwh feel better! i feel like i have mono half the time.
the pictures you put up in SG hopefuls are so cute. have you applied?
the pictures you put up in SG hopefuls are so cute. have you applied?
toads:
MEEP!!!!! hello lovie! last time i looked you disapeard on me *runs back to check other updates, ones ive missed*
Well i think my roomies habit and mine of drinking out of teh soy milk cartoon has come back to haunt us. she just got mono and i think i'm coming down with it too, I'm sooo tired and my neck and head hurt like no other right now well I'm going to go back to playing dead and see if i can even think...
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estrada:
In undergrad I was approached by my rugby playing friends to play, thanks to being 6'3" 300, but my knees are shot to hell from playing catcher at baseball and a few pick up football game accidents so I elected to save what little cartlidege I have left in my knees.
I'm kind of injury prone.
I'm kind of injury prone.
filmme:
mmmmm.... rugby...
sucks about the mono...
sucks about the mono...
I'm so excited about Halloween, even though I have no clue as to what i plan on being or even where I am going to party. I'll probably just end up in SC wandering Pacific St. going from friend place to friend place. but still I'm excited.
I can't say that halloween is my favorite holiday, thats reserved for St patty's, but i do love...
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applerecords1251:
It is always easy to find something to do on Halloween. Everyone thows a party. What did you go as?
So AFI in SJ was only good not great not taking anything away from Davey of course but the venue was too big and the people too dumb. there were seriously 30 kids under 10.
Ahhhh i'm so sick i want to just sleep all day but i can't everytime i lay down the phlem all rushes to the back and i choak and gag,...
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Ahhhh i'm so sick i want to just sleep all day but i can't everytime i lay down the phlem all rushes to the back and i choak and gag,...
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filmme:
Shleeeep.
Sickness is only temporary... so pay the piper and get some shleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep.
p.s. - I think you're really beautiful... keep submitting!
Sickness is only temporary... so pay the piper and get some shleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep.
p.s. - I think you're really beautiful... keep submitting!
olsen:
Hey I really like those black and whites you have up in hopefuls. They have just the right amount of graininess. Too bad this site doesn't like b+w first sets!
I just added a ton (well like 10) new pics check them out if you would like too.
Rugby Rugby Rugby. I'm enjoying the practices now that we are getting in to the full on hitting not just hugs. I can't believe that it took me this long to do get in to this sport, I mean it only goes with the football i used...
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Rugby Rugby Rugby. I'm enjoying the practices now that we are getting in to the full on hitting not just hugs. I can't believe that it took me this long to do get in to this sport, I mean it only goes with the football i used...
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gwydion:
Hooray for new pictures! I am envious of your 'one and only', I heard her swear her undying love to me; but alas.
You hear guys bitch all the time about how girls always like the "bad boys" and not the nice guys. There was a point when I complained about that to. Really, from what I have found out, and from what you have said, that isn't true. Girls don't always like "bad" boys. They want a nice guy that is sweet and caring and all that; they just don't want him to be a pussy. Just because a guy is nice doesn't mean he is going to take shit from you; I know of at least one that can dish it right back out. And likes tattoos. And fire pits. And I kind of like dirt bikes too...
I am sure that the kind of guy you would like exists, is all I'm sayin'
Oh yeah. Going to concerts kicks ass, and I'm one jealeous sonofagun.
[Edited on Oct 19, 2003 4:23PM]
You hear guys bitch all the time about how girls always like the "bad boys" and not the nice guys. There was a point when I complained about that to. Really, from what I have found out, and from what you have said, that isn't true. Girls don't always like "bad" boys. They want a nice guy that is sweet and caring and all that; they just don't want him to be a pussy. Just because a guy is nice doesn't mean he is going to take shit from you; I know of at least one that can dish it right back out. And likes tattoos. And fire pits. And I kind of like dirt bikes too...
I am sure that the kind of guy you would like exists, is all I'm sayin'
Oh yeah. Going to concerts kicks ass, and I'm one jealeous sonofagun.
[Edited on Oct 19, 2003 4:23PM]
filmme:
You are so fucking hot.
I will be your rugby dummy any day of the week.
Ahhhh... AFI...
*pouts at not being able to attend*
I will be your rugby dummy any day of the week.
Ahhhh... AFI...
*pouts at not being able to attend*
Did I scare them away?
"...because you're smart, you're funny, and goddamnit people like you!!"
Now don't tell everyone but the super secret way to get rid of hiccups is to gargle something, like water or juice. Do it for about 30-45 seconds and presto! no more hiccups. Hopefully they're gone but try it next time