jordan

oh, fucking great. what a sad day. i'm so sick of this world, really, pull the curtains. time to sleep. warren goes to london all the time...and now new york is all tense..a pig a train now, wonderful. cops don't make me feel safe. they're permitted criminals. i know from personal experience. i wanna puke my guts out. the only good news i have to deliver is my book, keeps getting better and better, cos i feel so much and have so much to put in it, a garbage bag of tears.....i changed the title to "things to do in baileys harbor when you're human." and i have WONDERFUL friends coming up soon to see me and my new home is beautiful. these things i have to appreciate on a day like this.

on our knees is progression?

Woke up to a new disaster
and
how much will he give you for free
as long as you give him yourself

go to London
dont go to London

I sit on the stairs and play with a piece of glass
You say youre watching scrubs then laugh
and say nah, its porn on mute
Whats going on there? You ask
Not much
The sky is smoky after fireworks

We were both held down
And forced to swallow it
Now we wonder how hungry we were then
And we dont want to get up
Funny how we find it so much easier this way

Go to London
Dont go to London

Stay with me and beat me until Im happy

You turn up the TV and I hear myself inside of it
Screaming.