jordan

so this is life. feelings, feelings and more feelings. sorting them out, sharing them, stabbing myself until i can't bleed anymore, then finding new ways to feel. why am i being such a dramatic sap. too much smashing pumpkins lately so right now my new book is called "chilled appetizers" and i'm writing as all the diifferent characters. to put them in their most simplest, foul and stereotypical terms, there's a jock, a whore, a punk, a prep, and a lesbian. by the time i'm finished with this book i'm sure i'll have a bit of an identity crisis, but its going oh so awesome i'm thrilled with it. there's lots of sex. ahahaha and i'm pretty sure the jock is gonna get his ass kicked by some lesbians so i fear someone close to me has ran off to london to stay with a sleazy photographer, i hope not, if YOU have, please, please come back i will miss you too much. thanks to treason for sending me the link to the staurn's return site. it explains so much about everything i'm going through at this time in my life. i will improve only the important parts of me and make my enemies gag on the rest. saya, i hope you are feeling better, sweetheart. ok, now i'm still going to buy the new chuck palahniuk book because the whole pool story sounds cool with the drain hole or whatever, but why the hell did he have to go and describe conan o'brain as a giant pink doll or whatever, he RUINED my 5 year crush on the man last night i watched him and all could think was, he does look pink. jesus. ok, that's all i have to say for now.