I need more from you. All you have is not enough. Go out and find more for yourself and bring it to me. Bleed out of your eyes for me. Be gay when I want you to be gay and share your new lover with me. Make him love me. If tomorrow disappoints compared to today then build me a time machine. If I cant sleep tonight because its too hot fuck me until I pass out and forget about the weather. I dont want to change. I want to feel born again. I dont want an attitude adjustment. I want you to love it when I make you cry, I want all the dangerous things that makes me remember Im alive. When the earth cracks I dont want to jump. I want to fall through the cracks. I miss hell. Dont question why when you feel good. I know what Im doing. trust me when I hurt you. You know me well enough to make yourself feel better. What would we know of love if we werent fucked up. But this just isnt enough. You bled for me but you missed a spot. I still see you have something left of you. You are selfish. Roll around and whimper. Scream like you just set yourself on fire. Scream my name. lose all your skin. Show me you still have something inside of you. Show me I still have something to gain. Take me back to when I was taught to ride a bicycle so I could ride it around and be kidnapped in my neighborhood. Destroy the bicycle. Bash it up into useless metal. Take me back to when I didnt know I could grow up. Lets just breathe in the minutes backwards. Crying backwards is laughter, Im told. I need more from you. This is love. Aint it grand?
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blinded by reality she stagged backwards against the paper wall and fell through. landing on a cloud of confusion she blinked and wondered where she was. ahead she saw a sign that read:
"The most difficult thing to do in life is live."
hopping off the cloud she fell into nothing, landed on purple backed whale and rode to shore. it was then she decided to live, and hopped back on the whale.
i know that will make sense to you.
at least i hope so!