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When you feel down, watch this and it will kiss your booboos better! (SOUND REQUIRED)

I think the above link says it all.

It's official. ashen_crib is moving to California and we are going to live together. Oh the sweet, sweet love!!

I fly out there on June 29 and we are going to drive the truck full of boy stuff (plus Justin the cat) back to my town. I'm nervous, excited and all smiles!

So, the reason that I haven't been posting lately is that I am...
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Last weekend with ashen_crib was a life-altering experience! I am soooo in love and I don't care who knows it, including ashen_crib! Grr.

On Friday night, we saw Kill Bill vol. 2. It was more about the character development than super fight scenes every second, which I enjoyed a bunch. The two films together make a great f-ing story!!

We spent Saturday in Santa Cruz...
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Woot!

ashen_crib is coming for another visit this weekend. He flies in Friday. I am so excited! Yay for moofy goodness.

Sigh...all better now. Had probably the best weekend of my life, so woo hoo.
I will post more details soon, along with pics, I hope.

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The terror fades
with joy I rise
I live a lifetime
in your eyes
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Later Radiators!

Sigh...

I really need to update my journal... so much is going on in my life (happy stuff), yet it feels like pulling teeth for me to sit down and try to write about it. Weird.

I will try sometime soon.

For me, love is:

- Being attracted to the person, not only the package. Like, if we were just two brains sitting side by side in jars, would I still love him?

- Being able to walk around naked in front of him in full daylight. I hate my body so much and feel so ugly. If he is accepting, then I feel less pressure...
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Yay! The Boyfriend Import Program is in full effect!!

Brian is coming out for the weekend on April 16-18. A short visit, yes, but it's better than my dying from lack of seeing him. Desperate times call for insane actions. There may have to be a few more of these visits before I can get out there for a longer amount of time. We shall...
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I am home from my trip to AZ. Sigh...

I don't know where to start, so I won't even try right now...

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Brian, my Love, my Kindred Spirit, your eyes send my blood into a raging boil. My passion explodes and my prison falls away like gossimer. I want to crawl inside your sweet mouth as it screams poetry from our terrace in Jerome....
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