Friday Aug 12, 2005

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I suck. I never post. I never write. Sigh

Once again, I plan to TRY to change that. I got involved again with my Word List Writing Group on Yahoo in hopes it would inspire me to write somethingANYTHING! I shall see if my plan works.

I have decided that I love The Suffering on PS2. Sure, I dont actually play. I make Brian play while I direct him, but its very cool. I love games that have storylines, especially ones that scare the Hell out of me.

I miss going to poetry on Monday nights. I guess everyone is at Nationals right now, but perhaps things will be hoppin when they get back. I still wish I could be brave enough to get up there and read, and yes, I knowjust get up there and read! Not so simple for an anxious, blue pill popping girl like me. Sigh I am working on it in my leetle mind though.

In the meantime, I have been trying to meet local people via groups and clubs on the web that I can actually hang out with in person. I havent actually met anyone in person yet, but I am working on it. I need human contact soon or I may fade away and become invisible (which would be fun for a while, but not forever).

Later
datsun:
Yeah, I miss it, too. I've been really bad at corresponding with people. My life is retarded right now. Ah, well - c'est la vie! I think you should come with me to Rainbow Falls near Yosemite. I'm planning a day trip in the next month. kiss
corporatespy:
I think a lot of people have trouble posting because they feel they have to come up with something creative or interesting about their life to post. Look at it more as an outlet to vent frustrations/cheap therapy even if no one reads it and it becomes easier.

... or I could be completely full of shit. I don't know, I think i'm too hungover today to figure out the difference. Good luck with not going invisible!

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