My Day of Aging has started out with cats attacking one another and making it so I couldn't sleep in. I was having a dream about my Grandmother who passed away in 1999 and I think she was trying to spend some time with me for my B-Day, but I didn't get to find out because cats are like little lions on crack!!!!
Brian and I are going to sign the new apt. paperwork today. Now, we have a late start because I was attempting to sleep in. I feel badly because he is always ready in 5 min. and I take over an hour. I hate being a girl sometimes.
I took no calls on my job this past week and that is bad. It's super fun to email my time and have it say NO CALLS. Nice. I really hope I can figure things out soon or I am going to have to get a job out in the world and that would be sucky.
After the paperwork stuff, Brian and I are going to buy tons of packing tape for the move and then rent some horror films. I am desperately craving some scariness, blood and gore. It always makes me feel a lot better.
Thanks for the B-Day wishes. I am tripping out that I am this old when I feel like I'm 16 and act like I'm 3. Maybe by the time I'm 40 I'll be a real girl.
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11:06pm
The day is almost over and I've done nothing. I was too depressed to go sign the apartment paperwork. I started sobbing and then went back to sleep. I was hoping to see my Grandmother in my dream again, but instead I had a crazy nightmare that involved a remake movie version of "Mork and Mindy" and some crazy alien creature with huge blades for arms slicing through people in front of me as we tried to get away. I was always the next person in line for the sliceage, but I kept somehow getting away. It was just super. I woke up nice and terrorized. I think my depression is becoming form with blade arms and is trying to kill me.
Happy B-Day to me... la la la.
Brian and I are going to sign the new apt. paperwork today. Now, we have a late start because I was attempting to sleep in. I feel badly because he is always ready in 5 min. and I take over an hour. I hate being a girl sometimes.
I took no calls on my job this past week and that is bad. It's super fun to email my time and have it say NO CALLS. Nice. I really hope I can figure things out soon or I am going to have to get a job out in the world and that would be sucky.
After the paperwork stuff, Brian and I are going to buy tons of packing tape for the move and then rent some horror films. I am desperately craving some scariness, blood and gore. It always makes me feel a lot better.
Thanks for the B-Day wishes. I am tripping out that I am this old when I feel like I'm 16 and act like I'm 3. Maybe by the time I'm 40 I'll be a real girl.
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11:06pm
The day is almost over and I've done nothing. I was too depressed to go sign the apartment paperwork. I started sobbing and then went back to sleep. I was hoping to see my Grandmother in my dream again, but instead I had a crazy nightmare that involved a remake movie version of "Mork and Mindy" and some crazy alien creature with huge blades for arms slicing through people in front of me as we tried to get away. I was always the next person in line for the sliceage, but I kept somehow getting away. It was just super. I woke up nice and terrorized. I think my depression is becoming form with blade arms and is trying to kill me.
Happy B-Day to me... la la la.
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Hope you are feeling better today and that someone called you for work. And that you found a scary movie to watch.