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ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wow, I am in such a restless and frustrated mood tonight! All of a sudden, I feel like my world is crashing down on me.

My birthday is coming soon and that is always a source of ick for me. I feel so old sometimes as it is. Its no fun having a day thats dedicated to confirming that fact.

I am still trying to build clients for my phone sex job. It doesnt seem like it would be such hard work to find people that want me to get them off, but surprise! It is. It drives me nuts that I have the skill and imagination to fulfill pretty much any desired role-play, but the guys wont know that unless they call. But, they wont call unless they know that. Sovicious circle!!!

Brian and I are 99% sure that we want to move, but we have to decide for sure in the next couple of days. We, okay I, have a ton of stuff, so packing will be lots of fun and probably take a month. We cant afford to hire help (or at least not much), so we will probably have to move from one third floor apartment to another third floor apartment both without elevators.

I know this stuff doesnt sound so horrible, but everything is relative and I am overwhelmed. That is not a pretty sight. My insanity feels like its in full-swing and I hate it.

Soyeahupdate complete.