jora

Hey hey! That's cool that you have a nice live in boyfriend. Sucks you still go up and down with the emotions though. I still do that a little. The anxiety is a lot less than it's been in a long while. It's still around but not as bad as often. Probably has a lot to do with not pushing myself into the things that cause me to have panic/anxiety attacks. The main thing I need to push a little is working out. Sucks cause my breathing gets all weird and I get the shakes and feel like I'm going to die so I stop or I guess I just don't do it.
Other than that, I'm still in Portland and I still love it. I work at the bank still but I finally get to work the day shift which kicks ass. Taking a few classes in Real Estate Appraisal. Trying to get into that. Working for myself would be the best ever. Shopping around for a cheap condo. Don't know if I can get a loan but I'm just looking for now. I'll try and figure out the financing in the spring I think. But yah.

THanks , I guess I am as happy as I can be with everything that has happened